Hello there readers.
Am now in my room , the lights are off , and I'm lying on my bed with my earphones , ahh best feeling in the world . But to be honest , moments like these are when million of things run in my mind , and I tend to be a little " emo " , heh yes . I've receive all my results already , so here it is
BM - 68
BI - 79
BC - 61
MM - 71
SEJ - 75
MORAL - 80
PHYSICS - 71
ADD MATHS - 70
CHEMISTRY - 64
BIOLOGY - 53
Open day is on Monday , I am dead . I'm a little disappointed at my English and Malay language , and of course Mathematics . But oh well , last minute studies , guess I should be satisfied about my marks already .
2010 is finally coming to an end . I hated this year , I hate those continuous heartbreak that I gave myself , I hate those " crying myself to sleep " nights , and those " crying at school " days , omg embarrassing . But there are happy moments too . For now , I'm just looking forward to Christmas and I hope santa will make my wish come true this year .
Gah don't know how to say this . It's like there's this stone in my heart and I just want to remove it right now . I believe , everything happens for a reason . But this 'thing' that is happening now , I just can't find a good 'reason' for it . Geddit geddit ? Everyone in this world wants to be loved right , so do I . Are there people in this world who takes other people feelings as their favourite toy ? Im reading this book called " Burned Alive " , and there's this part , it's when the girl gave the boy she loves her virginity because the boy said he loves her , but turned out it was lie . If I see this boy , I am so going to kick you balls . And I always question myself , don't I deserve to be loved , too ? Sigh .
Right now , I miss my superboy .
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