Hello there readers .School's out , scream and shout ! Okay I miss watching High School Musical now ! So fuck yeah , school's over , finally . I passed by my class , 4 Amanah today . I loved this class , it brought back so many memories , sad , happy , everything . I had the best classmates , though many people thinks that first class people are always " poyo " , " bajet " and stuffs , but hey , you don't know us so keep your dirty mouth shut !
It's open day today and I got third in class . I think mummy and daddy are happy , well I'm glad they are . But since I got a 53 for Biology , mum told me that I should start studying during December and not to go out so frequently anymore , sigh :(
I can't believe I'm gonna be form 5 in just a few months , and Marvin just reminded me that SPM is gonna be in 12 months , wtf :s But I already have a list of things to do after SPM already , hehe . And I hope the boys will take their license as soon as possible so we wouldnt have to worry about transport if we want to go to anywhere , right Epul , Nas , Rauf , Afiq ? :) :) :)
Ohh , yesterday I finished reading Burned Alive . I had goosebumps after reading the last page , I don't why I just feel very sympathy for Souad , but she have her own happy family in the end . And I wonder , is life actually like a fairytale , a story always with a happy ending ? I doubt so . Went to Kinokuniya yesterday and bought The Wedding and Where Rainbows End . I've been craving to read Where Rainbows End since May , I'll go to every bookstore with Hilmi to find the book but we couldn't find it and I finally got it now .
It's 15th November , so Happy 3 Months Anniversary , love . I couldn't deny that we are drifting apart and the more I thought about it , the more I noticed how wide the gap between us had become . I'm really tired answering questions from almost all my pals , asking the same question over and over again " How's you and Hazim ? " , " You ngan Hazim okay ? " , " Hazim okay tak with you ? " , " Is he treating you okay " I'm just so sick and tired that all I can manage is faking a smile and say " Okay " , when the truth is , we are not really that okay . But of course , all couples go through ups and downs , I just really hope we will get better soon . I'm just so helpless and hopeless when it comes to relationships , and that is one thing I really hate about myself . I don't think so you'll read my blog , but please know that I love you , and I hope we can make it through .
You got me begging , begging , baby please dont go .
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