spirit

bal bal zzz .

its not too late

HELLO.


Just came back from dinner at some restaurant with Mum Dad Sister and Auntie Aud . Sorry Yee Juinn cannot come to your open house :/


Mum was in the toilet and I was outside using the internet , suddenly she was like


Mummy ; Girl , exam is near you know .
Estee ; Yes I know , I'm studying now .
Mummy ; Aw good .
Estee ; * opens physics notes *


HAHAHA :P


I created a formspring account , I have no idea why I created it , but this is the link formspring.me/esteestee87 , hee :D






lovesloves :)

desperate and broken

HELLO.


Just came back from Subang . When I was on my way to Subang , I saw Johan , Aiman , Syaza , Muizz and Yogesh . Haha ;p


Mum told me to start studying for March's test . Gah I need someone to push me to study :/
Aunty Nadia and Afiq Rozhan arrived from England last night :')

stuck in my head , but nice song , and sad lyrics :/






lovesloves :)

cant you see

HELLO.

That 'You Belong With Me' song is stuck in my head since yesterday , but I used to obsessed with this song ;p

Today was pretty bored , had tuition at day and night , with Grace , aiyoh that girl so funny la :)

Having taekwondo tomorrow , and I lost my belt , I just wore it once , and forgotten where I put , haha :p but I dont think I'm going , feel so lazy and have to wake up at 7 -_-

Cant wait to see Michelle to kutuk kutuk ____________ , haha :p

March exam is near , omg , havent started any revision . And I dont understand a thing for Chemistry and Physics , well Physics maybe still boleh , but Chem and Add Maths is killing me .

Let's stay up till 5 tonight ;)

lovesloves :)

i missed you

HELLO.

Guess whos in the picture ? haha :p

Mum sent me , Epul , Nas and Afiq to Rauf's house today . Lepak-ed in his house till 3 , 5 of us walked to KGNS , yes the distance from Rauf's house to KGNS is very near , but from KGNS to the squash court in there , had us keep on saying " bile nak sampai ni ? " , haha :p

and 4 of the guys wore red , Nas said they have some 'connection' in their mind , poyo je :p

Had a great time in the squash court , so far the best squash court Ive been too :p and it's been a long time since I last went to KGNS :(

around 4 , me and Rauf left early since I have tuition , then Abang Rahman sent me home , aww :'D

just came back from history and BM tuition , I cant help but sleep in the class , so sleepy and tired :/

to youkowwho , if you're reading this , when are you lending me your cd's ? :p

lovesloves :)

im not the one

HELLO .

We had oral test today :) and thank God , I'm very satisfied with my marks :) and I think Amalin and Epul look so comel when they did their oral :') When Mr Ananda came into the class , he asked

Mr Ananda ; How's your chin ?

Estee ; ( tilt up my head )

Mr Ananda ; BEAUTIFUL !

Estee ; got scar :(

Mr Ananda ; it's alright , you still look beautiful :)

Estee ; *smiles* :)

and and ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG RAHMAN :D

thanks for everything , sending me home , sending me here and there , allowing me to play in the car :p

I miss the times when you was like ,

Abang Rahman ; Do you know that you talk too fast ?

Rauf ; See I told you , taknak caye

Estee ; Where got I talk fastt !

Abang Rahman and Rauf ; WHAAAAAT ?

HAHAHAHA !

and thanks for listening , hope you have a blast one ;)

we are having bm tomorrow , guess we'll be sambung-ing the drama , yay yay yay :D

and I had a fun time at tuition yesterday :p omg can't stop laughing if I sit with Michelle and Ami ;p

have a nice day , TOODLES ! *epul epul* HAHAHA

lovesloves :)

jyeah

HELLO.

School was awesome , especially during BM , we had drama , it was quite funny I guess , I couldnt stop laughing :p and and during physics , Afiq Michelle Ami Nas sume bising ! :p

Aimanz came back from London , and he bought this 'rubiks cube' but in a London version , so cool maaaaan :p and

I FINISH MY MATHS AND BIOOOOOO , im so happy ;p

having dinner with my babies tonight , yay yay :) I love today , hope you love yours too , bwyeeeee ! :D

lovesloves :)

dont stop

HELLO.

Today was a tiring day . I dont really feel like typing what happened today but I had fun :)

and everyone wore RED and PINK ♥ , except Bal , Deepak and Grace ;(

but still considered as a 'red-shirt' day I guess ? ;p

Me ; Pakai baju merah tau !

Epul ; Aku takde baju merah

Me ; Laaa , baju KJFC kan adaaa

Epul ; Hotak kau !

Me ; Pakai baju merah tau !

Amalin ; I takde baju merah

Me ; Laaa , baju bendehara kan adaaa

but they still wore red , HAHAHAHA :P

Ihsan and Deepak left around 6pm , yeah they were the latest to go home . Had a great time talking with them about school , life , and playing with Ihsan's camera ;p

Tasha couldnt come because Uncle Kamal was too lazy to send her -_-

but we webcam-ed with her :D :D

Mum wasnt around when the party was going on , and dad was upstairs watching korean drama , omg mum bad influence to dad , now everyone is watching korean dramas ;p
we played truth or dare and the dare for Taufique and Ainul made us go ' Awwwww ~ '

comel jea diorg :')

Thanks for coming guys , hugs :D

Me ; Makan dulu baru datang , HAHA
♥ ; Is that what u call an open house ? takde takde

Me ; Comfirm with me asap tau

♥ ; Kenape ? Nak beli makanan ?

Me ; Nak beli minuman :p

lovesloves :)

rawrawr

HELLO.

Had taekwondo this morning , I hate waking up early in the morning , I don't mind waking up at 6 or 8 , but not 7 , I feel like going back to bed -_-

Aida ter-slap me during taekwondo , I guess I was a little slow at defending :p haha , my spectacles are abit out of position now , I told uncle Robin and auntie Audrey about it , and

Me ; I didnt had time to defence so yeah :/

Uncle Robin ; girl , you're too fragile for this you know ?

Auntie Audrey ; yes , you should stop taekwondo . And Ive found a place to continue Wushu , you girls are so joining it .

Advice please ? D:

TOMORROW IS A ' RED-SHIRT ' DAY :D :D :D

lovesloves :)

back to the start

music and lyrics , I miss this :')

lovesloves :)

Do you remember

Ive been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to end, we can start again

Theres nothing left to say
Dont waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If its alright with you then its alright with me
Baby lets take this time lets make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Lets bring it back (Bring it back!)
Lets bring it back (Bring it back!)
Lets bring it back (Bring it back!)
Lets bring it back (Bring it back!)
Lets bring it back

So long since youve been missing
Its good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we dont let this happen again

Theres nothing left to say
Dont waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If its alright with you then its alright with me
Baby lets take this time lets make new memories




Saya Suka Hari Ini :')

damn i want my baby back

HELLO.


*smiles* The girl in the picture is Liyin , my cousin , who is going to Perth for 4 years for her studies :/ The Secrets thinks shes cute and hot ;p ;p
Have a safe trip and find a good husband there ;D


Went to tuition with Ami Mich and Nareeta this morning , 10 in the morning , so damn early -_-
In the evening , went tuition with Mich Nareeta and Nad . During BM , the BM teacher so funny man . We was talking about ' Cara - cara untuk mengatasi kesukaran tidur ' , and the GUYS was like , melakukan aktiviti seks , ZZZZ , so bodoh :p
And he told us that Samivelu once said something like , " Anak - anak remaja tidak patut hisap dada " but what he was trying to say is " Anak - anak remaja tidak patut hisap dadaH " omg we laughed like mad man :p




lovesloves :)

tell him i miss him

HELLO.

today was awesome , I guess ? :) I didnt spend any money at sunway today , keke :p

waited for Ami and Fara today at Nad's house , then we went to Sunway by cab .

Jalan jalan met up with Amalin and Hzyh , aw rindunya kat dia :)

and we saw Khairul Afiq Iddin and Izzudin :)

then we went to arcade and met up with RAuf Nas Epul Syafiq Nazmie :)

then me Ami Fara went jalan jalan , and yeah we decided to masuk cinema ikut jalan blakang ;p

so yeah we did , and tak kene tangkap , watched movie for free , weeee it feels so good :'D

after movie , saw Rabie Wun and Teena . Wun hugged me when she saw me , Rabie too , aw best nyaaaaa :D :D

after movie , 3 of us went jemari and mum sent me home . Oh my mum gave Fara a lift home too . She gave Fara an angpau mann :p and after sending Fara home , we had this little conversation ;

" Who is Auntie Nazneen's son again ? Raaaaa... ? "

" RAAAAAAAAAAAAuf :p "

" Where does he stays ? "

" Emm SS7 "

" Remind me to give him an angpau later , always trouble his mum to send you home "

" Mm alright :D "

I had a great day , tata :D

lovesloves :)

loving you forever

Logan Lerman

Jake Abel

HELLO.




Currently at Leon's house , waiting him to teach me how to play dota ;p


Anyways , the hot guys above are from Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief , yeah I watched it at Ou today , it was okay , I'll rate it 6/10 . I think kan , if Percy and Annabeth kissed at last part , I'll give that movie 8/10 :p They should like you know , add some romance part to the movie than just fighting only -_-


Khairul Aiman just texted , ajak us to watch the movie this Wednesday , aiyoh :p but I miss them , so yeah I guess Im going ;)


That's all for now , byeeee :D




lovesloves :)

We are in love

HELLO.

First and foremost,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

&&

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

:) :) :)

Did a stupid 'countdown' with Chong Jia Wei last night , haha it was stupid but fun :p

Sister was on the phone with Sharul Azwan , and I was like , OH MY GOD 10 9 8 ... HAHAHA :P

Due to chinese new year , Ive been texting and calling with my old friends from primary school , it feels good to like you know , re-connect back with them :')

I guess I'll be having an open house , just waiting for mum's permission and if my plans go well :/

Uncle Lawrence said he'll sponsor some for the open-house , yay ? (;

I was doing my history notes on grandma's bed , and Uncle Lawrence entered the room ,

Uncle Lawrence : Why are your writing so small ?

Estee : No its not

Uncle Lawrence : My writing are like so round and big man

Meagan : They said your writing tells who you are

Estee and Meagan looks at Uncle Lawrence , and 3 of us laughed ;p

Last but not least ,

From left ; Uncle Lawrence , Me , Meagan , Auntie Audrey , Auntie Madeline , Uncle Robin , Grandpa Bernart , Grandma Ivy , Grandma , Dwayne and his girlfriend , Michelle :)
I love family re-unions c';
* blame the blackberry for the low quality camera :/ *


lovesloves :)

youre amazing

I miss Jesse Mccartney :(

Izzat says:
estee
tcree okayy
nnt i da x boleh jumpa you :(

Izzat Amir, have fun at new school k?
same goes to Haziq Harun and Mohd Arif :)

lovesloves :)

get me out of here

HELLO.

I love my family, Im so glad and happy currently :) My cousin is so hot, *faints*

Anyway, CNY and Valentine's day is in another 3 hours, thanks for all the wishes from almost everyone, almost. Haha :)

Ive been texting with Michelle alot lately, almost everyday, but I feel good, she's so optimistic :)

I have so many things to write in my private blog but nothing to write in this blog,

haha sorry to whoever that is reading, sometimes I wonder who reads my blog,

haha, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine to whoever that is celebrating,

lovesloves (:

its all going to be alright

HELLO.

just got back tuition , and im super tired :/

cny is in 2 days , i guess im a little excited .

uncle lawrence and his girlfriend , A , just got back ,

i hugged them so tightly when i saw both of them :')

my sister went into the hospital this morning ,

she fainted , and i fainted in home ,

omg everyone is fainting , haha :p

i'd give everything to be your anything

too strong

HELLO.

just got back from tuition .
bm teacher asked ,

" dagu nape ? "
" taekwondo "

the boys was like ,
" fuyoooh , taekwondo , tali ape ? "
" hitam la , takkan putih kut "

HAHAHAHAH .

school was okay . after squash meeting , afiq ajak tgk them boys main bball ,
got this number 15 guy , afiq said he's very gelabah , haha :p
and i think epul and nas main like so lopek , HAHAHAHA .

thats all for now , bye :D

i realize your laugh is the best sound i have ever heard

you told me i was pretty when i look like a mess

can you feel this magic in the air ,
must have been the way you kissed me (_:



HELLO.

school was alright . but darshinii's not around , so shes pushing me quite hard for the prefects stuff :/

went to epul's yesterday . sab joined skali . HAHAHA , so funny , i cant stop laughing :p

me , ami , sab and epul were in epul's room . we took off our socks , and ami said its smelly . i dont think is me oh , last week i put my socks in epul's room with Rauf's socks skali tak bau pape ponnn :p

i finished my biology and maths homework , wooo :p

the kerajaan started something called PEBEL , its 20 % from the examination , they test on your sikap , kerja rumah and stuffs , aiyoh :S

a movie , a blanket , me and you .

i miss this :'(

i wonder if im real

im weaker than you know

future

HELLO.

school was okay , i guess ? ;p

had myself saying " jatuh " so many times , because ,

when i walk around , everyone was like

" estee kenape ... ( points at my chin ) ? "

i look so funny now , HAHAHAHAAH .

i think im having add maths problem , bio , chem and physics too , omg all the sc subj -___-

but i love going to school :)

In class , when there's no teacher , afiq nas epul and Rauf , or should i say silent figura ? haha , they will just sing and dance and pretend they are having a guitar , nas will use a bottle as a microphone , like you know , so 'syiok sendiri' , but cant stop laughing though :p

i was laughing and laughing ,

" sakit tak mase gelak ? "

" sakiiiiiiit " still laughing .

" tak payah la gelakkkkk "

" HAHAHAHAHAHA "

haha , smtimes i think i laugh too much ,

" kau ni apahal ha ? gelak je keje " - sharul azwan ,

zz rindu si gemuk tu -___-

" what is her problem ? want me slap her is it ? " - mich mich , love love ♥

what do you say ?

HELLO.




i went to taekwondo today after decorating my house :)
i fell down when i was running , omg malunya -.- HAHAHA :P
but it was a long time since i last fall down , i should learn how to focus when im running .


i didnt do any of my homework again , yay me ?
haha -.-




you've got me laughing while i sing ,
you've got me smiling in my sleep :)






" i'll play you a song when i know how to play a guitar "
ahh that footballer ♥

taking chances

just finished watching Glee , that tv show is superb !

their dance moves are so awesome , two thumbs up ! :D :D :D

i wanna touch you

HELLO.

picture above reminded me of the interact dance last year , ah that dance was a blast .

went to kursus kepimpinan today , i had fun i guess ? ;)

was in the same team with nad , ihsan , kughen , hafiz , nas , acap , arif , damia , sab , and some budak form 1 , cant remember their names , but got this girl called venessa kut , shes so cute , so tembam ohh :p

our team name was ' pukul kapal terbang ' , that name was created by hafiz with kughen , bet is some stupid horny jokes .

aarief , if youre reading this , thank you (:

i tink ur a friend i cnt live without

im gonna make you ma husband someday ;)

ololo sabrina BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBY ;p

" Itu namanya busuk hati ! Org dah ikhlas tolong banyak bunyi pulak -. " - 'Ami Baby :)

starlight tears

HELLO.

its 6.30 pm , i just woke up from my nap , life's so great when you get to sleep all you want :)

ive been waking up around 8pm if i take my nap lately , i think 8pm is abit too late :/

first week of february was better than first week of january , im glad :)

during chemistry , i was talking with ami and mich , they are so understanding , i just felt so relieved after talking to them , i love yous :')

currently texting with tasha bby , i love technologys !

what am i suppose to do when the best part of me was always you ?

more than i can say

HE IS THE WEIRDEST GUY EVER .

but he's nice :)

played and sing with his guitar during the webcam conversation :')

school was fun i guess ? :p

the past

HELLO.

i miss dancing :'(

aww , i saw Miss Nur Hazirah binti Yusof today , damn i miss her , and yeah whenever i see her , she'll be like malu malu , but on msn , she'll go crazy ;p

JOHAN'S DRIVING IS SO WILD O_O

bahh im so tiredd , after schl , went epul's hse did the usual thing , then went to school with Rauf epul nas afiq around 4 , haha :p


sorry teachers , im not doing your homeworks , anymore .

mission accomplished

HELLO.

I'm happy :')

i did not did any homework today , not even maths , im trying to complete all my homeworks during the weekend , haha ;p

i had recess with ezrul , bal and deepak today . damn they are too horny , just a lil too horny , from dogs to cats , cats to elephant , elephant to giraffe .

" st , missionary or 69 ? "

" whats 69 ? my house number ? "

" HAHAHAHA "

byeeee ;p

" sayang, i love you :) "