They got nothing on you baybeh

Amazing how time flies , it's already the last day of August . Happy 53rd Malaysia !

Just read Aini's blog . Brought back some bittersweet memories of last year . The times when I went ice - skating with Aini , Hazirah , Kak Iqa , Rauf and Abang Rahman . And after ice - skating , met up with Kak Diyana and their mother , Auntie Nazneen . Haha still can't forget how nervous I was to meet Mak , good times .

I've been doing Additional Mathematics a lot lately . And that's a good thing right ?

Khairul ajak us to break fast together on Monday . I really want to go but I'm broke , nevermind I'll find ways . I miss my friends , miss the times when we eat together , hang out together , watch scary movies together and nevertheless staying back and study together .

God I was such a fool in believing you , you changed so much .

I'm so hungry now , tralala .

When you find you , come back to me

Hello Monday ! I'm so effin tired right now , I didn't have my nap today . Today was okaaaaay . Michelle and Nareeta didnt come to school today , heh very nice -___- Chemistry teacher wasnt around too , so I spent my time talking with Afiq , Rauf and Nas . We talked about everything , haha I like talking to them boys :)


Spent my recess with Deepak Nair at the library . It was just the two of us so he told me a lot of stories , and I told him some of my stories too . I love you Deepak for accompanying me today :D


After school , I went to Nad's place , taught her Add Maths . Okay I really love Add Maths though it's hard sometimes , but as the saying goes , practice makes perfect , so yeaah :D


ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MUHAMMAD NASRULLAH !
Dah besar dah dia niii ;p Haha , may all your wishes come true , thanks for being one of my craziest friend ever . And please stop singing the , kereta Myvi berwarna hijau , Estee Wong di dalam bersama Hazim ... Sayang kau ;D

And for 31/8 ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NUR AMALINA !

ANAK KEPADA PAK CIK SHAROL ANUAR AND MAK CIK ZUREHAN !
I love you baby ! Have a blast on your birthday , malam ni jumpe kat E@Curve okay ? ;p

And and , bodoh la kain ni , HAHAHAHA ! Crazy girl , MWAAH :-*

So I guess that's it then , cheers ! :)

Now my heart is empty

Hello ! I went Taekwondo yesterday . Sir Bala and Sir Pretap taught us some easy warm up since it's fasting month . I like Sir Pretap , he's very .... I dont know , it's like I prefer him more than Sir Bala and Sir Sara , and when I fall to the ground , he helped me to get up , aww what a nice instructor :') During the break , Sir Bala was like ,


Sir Bala ; Estee your boyfriend said he's coming
Estee ; Who ? My boyfriend ? Sir Sara ?
Sir Bala and Sir Pretap ; SIR SARA ? O_O
Estee ; OHH KHAIRULLLL !


HAHA , and they started with all the scandal scandal stuff :p
Webcam with Ezrul again yesterday , wait Ezrul and his dolls , BUBBY and RAINBOW COW . Yes what a name ;p I laughed my ass off when I was chatting with him , thank you Ezrul !


I went jogging with my mom and sister this morning . And guess what , I SAW PUAN TAY PEK CHOO AT THE PARK , MY FREGGIN PHYSICS TEACHER WHO DONT REALLY LIKE ME , ~!#$%^&*() . But I pretended that I didnt see her ;p


Oooo , I finally chatted with Bal , FINALLY . Damn I miss him , I'm afraid to talk to him because of his over controlling girlfriend , mhmm . And he said he might not be going to prefects hi-tea , ahh I dont know if I should go :/


Had dinner with Hazim , Meagan and Keren . I miss Hazim , and Happy 2 weeks Sayang , I love you ♥ :D

Okay , I miss this bitch above !

Sometimes its so crazy that nothing can save me

Hello . Just came back from Physics tuition , webcam-ed with Ezrul for awhile just now , his stupid jokes never fail to make me laugh .


Dear Mimi , I dont know if you still read my blog , I doubt so , but if you are , Im glad you found someone already . Honestly , I'm pissed at you , for lying to me , for throwing me away just like that and for breaking my heart . But I guess shit happens , thank you for helping me in my BM essays and grammar . I hope youre happy with her , whoever she is . But do remember the promise between us , okay ? I'm not surprised we don't talk anymore already though .


Okay I have a bunch of homeworks , BM karangan , English essay , Add Maths , Bio and Physics . HEH -__-
Oooo , I miss Sum 41 , I used to be one of their crazy fans . I still love you Sum 41 , the 'Sum 41 song marathon' thing is gonna happen again soon , I promise :)


Im better off dead . Bye !

I wish you could've crash into me

BURP . Im so full right now . Had dinner with Ely and Nad at Buna , we had Tom Yam :)
I miss Ely , really , haven't seen her in awhile :)


I just had a phone talk with Tasha , we talked for around 1 hour . I hope she feels better after talking to me . Tasha , if you're reading this , Im sorry I cant help much , I know Im a lousy best friend but you know I love you a lot right ? :D

HI COMEL :D

But I do love you

God , someone help me .

I had dinner with Mich and Reeta just now , I wonder why Deepak didnt join us . I enjoyed eating with the girls , and they can't stop calling me Eston ( Estee + Elton ) , and they said they are gonna tell my classmates about this Eston thing , my God . And when we were walking on the road , we started making stupid noises like Meow Meow , Woof Woof , etc . I was standing in the middle of the road laughing to myself .

Daddy , Im so sorry for not drinking the milk you brought to me . I am seriously not in the mood right now . Everything around me are so messed up . I feel like a failure .

Dear 'you' , are you okay ? I know you're not happy , and I feel so useless because I cant help anything . I dont know what went wrong but I know you're hiding something , today is not the first day we know each other . I know you know me too well , and I dont completely understand you , but you know I'll always be there for you right , so tell me why are you doing this to me ?

During recess , when I was on my way to the library , I saw HZ sitting alone at the stairs . He's not happy , that was the first thing that came to my mind . My heart literally broke when I saw him like that . I dont know why , maybe it's because he's always there to cheer me when Im in dilemma and he's always happy when I see him . I accompanied him during recess , but I just sat there and ate my Nasi Lemak ;p But he said me being there already made a big difference , aww , HZ stay strong ! :)

I feel so weak right now , I miss the old me , and the old you . Okay I'll stop crapping , bye bye readers .

Perfect Combination

Hello blog :) It's Sunday and Happy 1 week Hazim , you made me feel safe and Im just too lucky to be yours .

I miss texting with Ami , we used to text at night , and sometimes she'll send me those sweet song lyrics late at night , and she'll call me princess when she wishes me good night . The way my girlfriends texts me are like they are my boyfriend or something like that , I love you awesome people :)

I went to 99 Speedmarket with my sister just now , we bought ice cream :D she bought this apple ice cream , and when it melts , its kinda like soft , so it will vibrate when you shake the ice cream , then my sister showed me , I was like ,

Meagan ; Omg look at this *shakes the ice cream*

Estee ; OMG HAHAHA

* Something slimy came out from the ice cream *

Meagan ; Omg pe bende ni dohhh

Estee ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Meagan ; Diam diam

Estee ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Seriously that ice cream looked like a penis and the slimy thing looked like semen , I laughed so hard just now ;p

It's Monday tomorrow , and I'm so lazy to go to school :(

I feel like reading PS I love you and Dear John again , should I ? :)

Hazim where are you ?! I miss you :(

lovesloves :)

Its easier than telling the truth

HELLO.

Puan Norha , my principal is leaving tomorrow . We're having a small assembly in the morning , sure its gonna be a bittersweet occasion . My class is performing a choir , and I'm giving a speech , a short one , but I'm so nervous :p And Hazim wrote the speech , hehe thank you ;p

Had dinner with Hazim , and he belanjed me , EHEHEHE >:P

I love Physics and Add Maths , and Im slowly loving Chemistry too . I just hope by end of the year I'll love Biology :)

Im in the room with my sister , and she was like ,

Sister ; Hazim is taller now compared to last time

Estee ; I love Hazim :)

Sister ; Awww

I love you too the max , your tumblr is so sweet !

lovesloves :)

This is real

HELLO.

During History ,

Estee ; Waaah you finally brought your History book to school

Elton ; I always bring

Estee ; No

Elton ; Yes

Estee ; No

Elton ; Yes

Estee ; NOO !

Elton ; YESS !

Estee ; NOOOOO !

Elton ; YESSSSSS !

Estee ; ~#%^&*( you !

Elton ; ~!#$%^&*() you too !

Haha I miss you Elton , where's my souvenir from Singapore ?!?

I had dinner with Mich , Reeta and Deepak today . Omg , I had fun with them ;p Suddenly , Mich was like ,

Mich ; Are you happy ?

Estee ; You mean ?

Mich ; You know , happy la ?

Estee ; Very :')

Mich ; *smiles*

Anyway , Im going to SEGi college this saturday with my classmates and some students from my school :D

EEEE that boy is crazy , he smile to himself when he reads my messages ♥

lovesloves :)

Now now now now

Cause baby tonight ,

HELLO.

IM HAPPY .

I went to Carls Jr for lunch yesterday at Ou , walked around , then went to Bazaar at Taman Tun , after that went to Uptown , then went home for awhile and went to Grandma's place . TIRING . But I had fun ;p

Anyway , someone special is now a part of my life :') Muhammad Hazim , I love you . I know you won't be reading this since you don't even know I have a blog . But thank you , for making me feel alive and made me believe in love , again :)

" 11.11 :') "

" I wish for us to stay like this forever ♥ "

Aww I love you boy !

Elton havent been at school for around 3 days already , he sits beside me in class , and when I sit in class alone without him , I feel kinda cold , haha what the eff ? ;p

Ohh yesterday , when I was at Uptown , Hazim was there too , it wasnt a plan you know , we were there at the same time but couldnt meet up due to some reasons , ahh shit , but how cool is that , being at the same place and same time without planning ;p

Sugarcane , in the easy mornin .

lovesloves :)

Here I go

HELLO.

It's 10 pm now and I just finished showering :D Went to Bazaar around 6 with Hazim . Saw a lot of people at Bazaar though , I even saw Cikgu Teh :p Then Hazim's mum called and ajak me to break fast at his house , I'm like WHAAAT ? NOO , I can just go to Ami's or Amalin's or Epul's house . But he said like , my mum said its okay ladidadida , so I went . Break fast with his parents , siblings and cats ! Im allergic to cats , so that part wasnt that nice . My leg got real itchy -__- But his mum and siblings were really nice to me , I feel so loved even he is just my friend :')

Mhmm , schoool's okay , I think . Sorry I havent been updating lately though , Im really tired . Oh and , Happy Fasting to the Muslims :)

You are my only one boy

lovesloves :)

Yeah , I missed you .

HELLO.

Saw that FAT GUY above ? Yeaaaah Sharul Azwan bhaaaaii . HAHAHA . I miss him , remember the times when I get mad , he'll be like " weh model " , bodoh siaaaaal :p

And when we went to A&W , he forgotten to lock the toilet door , HAHAHA , opps , omg :p

And our late night phone calls feat. Khaist and Syasya and Rawrawr , HAHAHAHA ! Okay it's okay if you dont understand :p

Had Taekwondo grading this morning , screwed up everything -__- But I had a great time after Taekwondo , this shall be a secret between me and Michelle :p

I've been home alone for around 2 days , I like it when I'm alone at home , its great , just great :) Perlantikan Pengawas is gonna be held on Monday , I got the secretary post , AGAIN . Hopefully I'll be more hardworking and complete all my duties , been lazy this year though :/

ANDDDD ,

HAPPY SWEET 16 BABY !


Happy Birthday dear best friend ! I love you yesterday , today , tomorrow , and everyday ♥ :)


Big children ; heartache .






lovesloves :)

I'll be gone tomorrow

HELLO.

I feel like throwing up :/ I just had two cheezy wedges with extra cheese , 4 pieces of nuggets and a cup of coke at KFC . Then I went home and had nasi lauk . Omg so fulllll :s

I went KFC with Mich and Nareeta . They gave me advice about relationships , I cant help but cried , gah so embarassing . We left around 7.30 , Nareeta met one of her friend there , so me and Mich just waited outside KFC , then I was like ,

Estee ; I feel like texting Ami , I like la texting with her , especially at night .

Mich ; Text la her .

Estee ; I like la you all , so nice .

Mich ; *hugs*

Aww that was like one of the greatest hug I recieved :')

Anyway , I miss Tasha , can't wait to see you baby :D

I love you

lovesloves :)