God , someone help me .
I had dinner with Mich and Reeta just now , I wonder why Deepak didnt join us . I enjoyed eating with the girls , and they can't stop calling me Eston ( Estee + Elton ) , and they said they are gonna tell my classmates about this Eston thing , my God . And when we were walking on the road , we started making stupid noises like Meow Meow , Woof Woof , etc . I was standing in the middle of the road laughing to myself .
Daddy , Im so sorry for not drinking the milk you brought to me . I am seriously not in the mood right now . Everything around me are so messed up . I feel like a failure .
Dear 'you' , are you okay ? I know you're not happy , and I feel so useless because I cant help anything . I dont know what went wrong but I know you're hiding something , today is not the first day we know each other . I know you know me too well , and I dont completely understand you , but you know I'll always be there for you right , so tell me why are you doing this to me ?
During recess , when I was on my way to the library , I saw HZ sitting alone at the stairs . He's not happy , that was the first thing that came to my mind . My heart literally broke when I saw him like that . I dont know why , maybe it's because he's always there to cheer me when Im in dilemma and he's always happy when I see him . I accompanied him during recess , but I just sat there and ate my Nasi Lemak ;p But he said me being there already made a big difference , aww , HZ stay strong ! :)
I feel so weak right now , I miss the old me , and the old you . Okay I'll stop crapping , bye bye readers .
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