Smile, though your heart is aching

Hello people :) So BM and English wasnt that hard , but I screwed up my BM paper 2 , damn effin hard . I had no idea what peribahasa to put , but whatever , glad that is over already . I'm having Maths tomorrow , I must score an A for Maths , I don't want to make any history by getting a B for my Maths paper .


I went to KFC with Amirah Sufian just now . That girl is like my entertainer , always telling me jokes that made me laughed my ass off . And her face expression , aiyoo so funny . Sometimes , when she says something funny , she'll hit the table and laugh . But not many people find things she say funny , only I do , and they said I'm like the " kuat gelak " type :p Oh well , I love you bby girl :)


I had fun at tuition just now , I miss talking crap with Varmen . But he can't stop talking about Aiman to me , but Varmen's a nice guy , a very nice and annoying little bastard .


Varmen ; Eh for english what essay you wrote ?
Estee ; Uhh an unforgettable character
Mich ; Same as Estee
Varmen ; Ohh same la 3 of us . What you wrote ? I wrote the english teacher gave wan
Mich ; The dog ? I wrote the dog
Varmen ; I wrote the dog . Who will write the trees la right
Estee ; * reads a new message * OMG , RAUF WROTE ABOUT TREES
Mich ; Wtf ?


Then 3 of us started laughing . Before I went home ,


Varmen ; Ehh Yogis , Estee is going home laa , give her a hug man
Estee and Yogis ; Fuck Off Varmen !


Mich , Varmen and Yogis made my night , I was laughing to myself in the car thinking about the conversation we had just now ;p


Hmm , haih . I don't know whats going in my mind now , it's like I'm so confused , and I'm feeling so insecure now . Gahh , private blog , here I come !

Good luck please be on my side

Hello readers :D Mhmm , guess what ? My exam is tomorrow , TOMORROW . Dear finals , I'm gonna sacrifice my online time and my nap time for you , so please be nice to me , okay ? :)


My mum have been telling me to study for my SPM already , damn my finals haven't even started and she's talking about SPM already , shit . I target for atleast 5 A's this finals , I really hope I can get those 5 A's *cross fingers* .


To be honest , I'm really afraid for Chemistry , I mean like I know nothing about it , and Biology , what the eff is Malnutrition , Pore Protein and crap . Ekk I hate studying -.-


Moving on , I went to Grace and Alvin's birthday party yesterday . I seriously can't imagine what will happen if I go party with them when I'm 18 , if you know what I mean . Sadly , Wai Shaun wasnt there last night . Well I miss that boy so badly :(


I slept pretty early last night , around 11.30 . As usual , I put my phone under my pillow and set it on vibrate mode . Around 4 I woke up because Hazim texted me and the phone vibrated . I checked my phone and I have 3 more messages from my friends but I only woke up by Hazim's text , hehe something I find quite amazing :)


So yeah , I dont know what to write anymore , I guess I'll write more after my finals . For now , byee :)

That would be the only that I ever need

Hello readers , am so happy now :D Just got back Adam Lambert's concert , damn I was standing at the pit , he blew me a flying kiss , HEHEHE ;p And his bassist , so smexyyy ! Overall , I had fun , and his concert was awesome , I love you Adaaaam :D

I talked to Geetha today , one of my Physics tuition friend , but we barely talk . So I dont really socialize with my tuition mates , therefore she told me about the people in my tuition class , she was like ,

Geetha ; The guy infront of you is Farhan

Estee ; He got thaaat slang when he talks

Geetha ; Yeah he studied in US a few years ago , then he came back . When he talks right , I just feel like

Estee and Geetha ; TELLING HIM TO SHUT UP

Estee ; His voice so sexy right

Geetha ; I KNOWW

Yes this Farhan's voice , is very different . Me and Grace calls him " Sexy Voice " , HAHAHA , I'm serious , when he speaks , it gives you a tingling feeling :p

Oh anddd , Happy 2 Months Sayang , yeaaaay (:

I've been smiling to myself because of you , I love you baby ♥

No stress

As you can see , this post is dedicated to ...


DEEPAK NAIR

The brother , singing partner , crapping partner , horny teacher ;p , model , bestfriend , dance partner , senior , and the always there for me ,

Happy Birthday :D

Thanks for being there whenever I need a shoulder to cry on , and for cursing the person who bullies me , not a good thing , but whatever :p Good luck for your SPM , I know you can do it . I love you Deepak ;)