Closing the spaces in my heart

MAN RINDU EZRUL SIAL


Reading that broke my heart . We've had so many bittersweet moments together , and OMG the teddy part ! Ezrul , my brother , my friend , my dancing partner , my uh ex-boyfriend ? Thanks for singing and playing the guitar for me whenever I'm down , never fail to put a smile on my face . Remember how we used to laugh so loudly whenever we go out together ? Dancing on the bus , laughing gleefully at hilarious horny jokes .


I remember how you asked for me to couple with you man , you sent me some long ass text karangan and ended it with like " Will you marry me ? I mean will you be my girlfriend ? " Awlolo , you were so sweet last time .


Reading that status of Ezrul made me realised how much I've changed . I miss laughing , I miss being happy and crazy , you know that kind of thing ? Life .

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D


Okay I'm sorry for abandoning this blog for such a long time , really busy with mid-terms and Tumblr , hehe . Anyway , yesterday was one of the best day I've had so far .


I woke up in the morning and studied maths a little . Met up with my baby girl , Fara at Jati at 2.30 pm . Took a cab and went to Bentley . God that uncle is one scary man . At first he was kinda funny , me and Fara had a great laugh inside the cab . Till he started talking about his ... sex experience . Okay that was awkward . But oh well , he gave us a RM 0.60 discount , so hehe God bless you uncle :D


Had McD and went to Bentley to see Hazim and his band performed . They're good :D Gave Hazim a surprised and I hope , he liked it :)


After that , went to Curve with Fara . God this girl is so crazy ! From doing aerobics in the middle of the road to screaming " FUCK YOU " to those bunch of Malay Boys in the Kancil . HAHAHA . Walked around Curve , did krazee stuffs together like ... Being a FBI and shooting kids around with our 'guns' , going to the merry-go-round , posing with statue , showing the 'love' sign to random people , hitting random people's ass , played Rapunzel and got this uncle slept near the window , so we waked him up by knocking the window . I MISS YOU OREDI GIRL :(


After all the fun , Hazim picked us up and sent us to Kastam . Wanted to go Ami's house but she had some intensif class at Jerry's -__- So we went to Jamal instead . Then we went home . Watched the match at night , and I'm so glad MU got the champion title . Can my Saturday get any better ? :)


HAPPY 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ,
SUPERBOY ♥


Too cute to be true :3 I love you so much handsome boy (:

Where were you when I needed you ?

I'm having so many things in mind now , but where to start ?


I feel so lost at the moment , pardon me if I'm going to whine a lot at this post . As time passes by , things change , memories fade , people go and the true ones will remain . I feel like I'm having a distance with this friend of mine . At one point , I can feel there's a lot of hatred towards him , but when I'm all alone at night , under my blankie and when my thoughts wander , I'll still think back when we used to talk on the phone till 3 o'clock in the morning , always being there for each other , and the list goes on . I think I miss you ... God , what am I crapping about ?




For now , all I want is excellent results for my mid-term . Hence , I truly hope that the drama(s) and bullshit(s) will give me a break and stay away from me a little while .


And my pimples have to learn how to shut up and stop seeking for attention on my face >(