You and I are undeniable

I MISS DANCING .
I MISS DANCING WITH EZRUL .
I MISS DANCING WITH BAL .
I MISS DANCING WITH TAUFIQUE .
I MISS DANCING WITH IMRAN .
I MISS DANCING WITH DEEPAK .
I MISS DANCING WITH KHALIS .
I MISS DANCING WITH TASHA .
I MISS DANCING WITH EVERYONE .


Missing those days when them people will come to my house and we'll start dancing around my living room , great times ey ?


Know what ? 2011 sucks . SUCKS BIG TIME . Can't believe I'm saying this but I hate myself . I hate myself for being so pessimistic and low self-esteem . And I can't friggin control my mood swings , my mood changes as fast as lightning , perhaps faster than that . Is that even possible ? No obviously . OKAY AM CRAPPING AGAIN . And wanna know what I hate most ? I take things seriously nowadays , in a bad way . I can't even take a joke nowadays . My friends might be joking around with me , but to be honest , I take every word they say to my heart . But compared to last year , whatever they say , I know they're joking , but this year , the way they joke , it felt like needles poking through my heart .


No I'm not blaming my friends . They are my great friends , and will always be . I'm just disappointed with myself . Oh well , the conclusion is , I miss the old me . Sorry for the rant readers . Good day .

Sorry that I hurt you

" I want to lay on the bed beside you, and talk with you all night long. "
" Aww that would be nice :) can i sleep with you tonight ? "
" You sleep with me every night, baby :) "
" Im so afraid to lose you , i really thought we would break up the past few days :( "
" Don't talk nonsense. How can I dump my future wife? Especially when she's so beautiful :) "
" I really want to hug you so bad now , your images flooded my mind :'( "
" Please don't cry sayang :( I love you. "
" I love you more ! Im sorry , i know i havent been a good girlfriend , i swear im trying my best :( "
" Please don't make me cry. "
" Dont cry , you look more handsome if youre not crying :) and youll always be my handsome baby "
" If only I could hug you right now. I'm not gonna let you go. "

I love you , everyday , every single day .

Full moon tonight

Time will come that you'll miss my presence that had always been beside you . You'll be missing it , everyday of your life .

Why are we like this ?

14/2




HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY
KHAIST & STKHAI ! :D


And Happy Valentines Day ! Wai Shaun surprised me with cookies , damn that boy is sweet ! Had lunch with Grace and Wai Shaun , and 3 of us had a group hug before we left . Weng Han accompanied me till I fall asleep as usual , and he asked me if he could be my valentine forever , HAHAHA *awwww* :')


After all , this year's valentine wasn't that bad :)


15/2


Michelle , Nareeta , Fara , Ami , Amalin , Epul , Afiq , Nas and Vicky came to my house ! Talked and laughed , had a great time with them . Vicky told me he was not coming but he surprised me , I MISS HIM SO MUCH OKAY ? Oh and , everyone who came wore something similar to red , hehe :3


HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY , SAYANG !


Am truly sorry for hurting you , I'd love to be your last you know , baby . Andddddddddd , I love you , I swear , I do love you very much .


16/2
Had a date with them girls at Sunway , I love them till I die ! More pictures at my Facebook account , byeee (;

Don't give up on me baby

Hello there bloggie , sorry for ditching you so long , I've been busy , nah just joking I'm not even close to busy these days , but I've been really lazy :B


So yes the pictures above showed what I did during chinese new year , had fun with relatives and cousins . To be honest , I hate going to school these days . I've lost the excitement I used to have when I go to school , I just can't wait to go home and have my lunch and text my friends . Seniors of mine keep telling me I'll miss school after I finish school , I know it's true , but for now , I just don't want to go school , at all .


I miss form 2 ! Hate to say this , but I miss Khalis . So many things reminded me of Khalis these days , I just ... can't stop blaming myself of how stupid I was last time . But past is past right ? At least I have the greatest boyfriend in the world now :D


Anyway to this douchebag , nak buat aku jealous ke ? Lorhh , please try again . Eh wait you don't have to try again because it will just be a waste of time , hehe if you know what I mean . But anyway , I don't mind you keep trying because you're making a fool out of yourself and I just can't help but laugh . Eh terase ke ?

My 5 Minutes survey

Started at 12.07 pm

Name : Estee
Brother(S) : none
Eye colour : Dark brown/black , whichever
Shoe Size : 6 :B
Hair : um long straight black hair ? o.o
Piercing : a pair
Height : this shall be a secret :)
What are you wearing right now : tank top and shorts
Where do you live : Malaysia
Favorite Number : 8
Favorite Drink : -
Favorite month : December
Favorite Breakfast : Koko crunch

HAVE YOU EVER
Broken a bone : nope
Been In a police Car : I dont want this to happen
Fallen for a friend : Yes
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short time : Yeap
Swam In the ocean : Nope
Fallen asleep In school : Always
Broken someone's Heart : Yes
Cried when someone died : Obviously
Sat by the phone all the night waiting for someone call : Yes , how stupid of me
Saved E-mails : Nope
Been cheated : Nope , thank God for this

WHAT
Your room look a like : whaat ? o.o
What is right beside you : Blankie and Syasya :)
What is the last thing you ate : Oreo sticks

WHO
Who did you last yell : Syasya
Who was the last person you danced with : Sister
Who last made you smile : Weng Han (:

FINAL QUESTION
What are you listening to right now : The Time - Black Eyed Peas
What did you do today : I'm still on bed
Are you the oldest : Nope :D
Indoors or outdoors : Both


TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : Yeap
Kiss someone : Yeap
Sing : Yeap
Talk to an Ex : Yeap
Miss someone? : Yeap
Eat : Yeap

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED WHO
You talked on the phone to : Mum
Made you cry : Hazim
You went to the mall with : Sister
Who cheered you up : Favourite Girls

HAVE YOU
Been to Mexico? : Nope
Been to USA? : Nope


RANDOM
Have a crush on someone : (:
What books are you reading right now : I need new novels
Best feeling in the world : When the person you love , loves you back
Future kids name : Aurora
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : Khaist and Syasya , I would prefer calling them my babies rather than stuffed animal :)
What's under your bed : Nothing , dust maybe
Favourite sports : I hate sports
Favorite place : Italy and home
Who do you really hate : I don't hate anyone rn
Do you have a job : Nope
What time is it now : 12.12 pm

With however long it took you to complete this ,
post as "My __ Minutes survey" and tag 15 peoples.

I tag :
1. *whoever*

I know it's pretty lame doing all this kind of survey but I'm just so dang bored .
Oh and I changed my tumblr link already *points to the right*

I'm falling to pieces

" Ada lagu utk kau. Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni Yak Kong Xi Kong Ci Ni. Gong Xi Fa Cai Ya Estee King Kong :-D " How cute is it when your homeboy send you this ? ♥


Happy Chinese New Year fellow readers ! :)
I'm going to Seremban tomorrow . How ironic is this , Weng Han left Seremban today , and I'm going there tomorrow , we don't even have a chance to meet . Leon texted me and asked me when the hell am I going to go Subang and meet him . HAHAHA , chill la bro , I'm going tomorrow after Seremban , ok ? ;)


It's 12.00 am already , gonna text him till I fall asleep , night xx !