Deepest apologies to people I scolded randomly these past few days . WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME ? Why am I like this ? It's like my emotions are all over the place . I can't even control my own temper , oh God this is bad .
Ever heard of the word 'promise' ? Yeah just another word people take it and use it easily like the word 'love' . I know I'm just seventeen and too young to talk about 'love' , but there's just this something I can't get out off my mind . I hate how I have to cry myself to sleep at night because I have to wait for your goodnight text or call when you don't even bother wishing me goodnight . Are you busy or you just don't love me anymore ? I really thought you were the one you know , I really want us to last longer than this . Everytime I see adorable and sweet couples around me I feel so jealous that I always question myself why won't I deserve those kind of love from you ? People do change ey ? The first month will always be full of laughter and the next few months will just be pure sadness .
" Never blame a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience. Both are essential in life. All are gods blessings. Example, i'm having a really really bad day, but before i sleep at night, i just think bout you and my problem all solved in just a second. I love you estee wong. Goodnight baby ♥ "
I don't want to talk to Vicky about my problems , I want to talk to you , and only you .
Uhm my squash tournament is in less than 1 week time , I really want to stay away from the bullshit and focus on the game .
And it's that hard for you to make time for me , your girlfriend , hmm ? Sigh , life .
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