What more can I say

Trial results :

BM : 72

English : 83

Chinese : 57 -___-

Maths : 98
Add Maths : 88
Moral : 91
Sejarah : 72

Biology : 68 -__________-

Chemistry : 81
Physics : 92

OMG ALL A'S EXCEPT FOR CHINESE AND BIO , AND BIO , JUST THAT 2 MORE MARKS AND I CAN GET AN A , SUX2BMI !!!! >(

Hall of Fame

Just realised that this picture is somehow complete . Meet my angels and my daily dose of love :)

Hello there fellow readers (if there's any) , first of week of trials in finally over , BM and History were a little tough for me . It'll be a hectic week starting from next week since it's all the Science subjects . Can somebody just kill me ?

I really wish I can score at least 9A's , A+ if possible . Since I'm taking 10 subjects , the only subject that I don't think I'll be able to score A will be Chinese . Sometimes , I'm a little disappointed with myself since I can't speak my mother tongue well enough . Moving on , I need the 9A's to help me apply the full scholarship at KDU college . I feel like going there because they have a course on Acturial Science and that is exactly what I want after my SPM .

OMG what is wrong with me ?! Why do I feel like sometimes I have this 'I-hate-everyone' feeling , and the 'Everyone-please-shut-up' feeling . I wonder if it's me or everyone is just being a bitch to me . Okay maybe PMS symptoms , I shall keep my mouth shut :x

Oh and I watched Smurfs with Nad and Fara on Wednesday . OMG it was sooooo cuteeeee !! Laughed and cried in the movie , touching yet funny at the same time . Watching with my two lovely babies always make the movie better , love them to the max !

Alright , I shall continue doing my Add Maths , Chemistry and Biology . Wish me luck , xx .

A long goodbye

Bishi bashi bishi bashi , hello there :)

Sunday morning and it's pretty breezy outside . Am here taking a break from studying . Wow can't believe it's September already . I've been doing the school leavers page for 5 Amanah , the fact that I'm going to leave 'school' in about 3 months time kills me .

I know how I hate waking up in the morning , doing homeworks and stuffs , but I know I will miss going to school , I will miss wearing my uniform , and most of all , I will miss the awesome teachers and my fellow friends .

It's at school that we can do crazy stuffs . Ponteng kelas , running here and everywhere . Sigh , I feel like going back to Form 1 now . I just really hope me and my friends will still be close for now and forever , I don't want to lose contact with anyone .

Am taking trials this Tuesday and the major exam in November , wish me luck errbody ? :)

Let's go

:)

Look at the moon

Hello there .

It's 2.04 am now , I miss blogging in the middle of the night . Wow , trials is in 20 days , I can't even imagine myself sitting for trials . Not to forget , the real major exam , SPM is in NINE freaking TY days .

Went to Amalin's house yesterday . Before Epul came , I had a heart-to-heart talk with her , felt way better after that . Don't you think it's just nice to have a friend to talk to when you're not feeling happy ? We talked and she made me realise that I'm actually seventeen already , but why do I still act like a kid ? Pfft , I can't even fry an egg .

It's August already , how did 2011 pass by so fast ? Where did the time went ? And what have I been doing this whole year ? Wished I spent my time wisely .

Moving on to my private life , I've decided to built a strong and tall wall around my heart . I just want to focus on my studies at the moment . Can't deny that I still have strong feelings towards Hazim , but I won't let it affect my studies , I promise . And I hope the feelings will fade as soon as possible , because it's really no fun loving someone who doesn't love you back .

The next guy that is willing to break this tough wall I've built will be worth the wait , I'm sure he will not disappoint me .

Do you still think about me when you take a glance at the moon ? Well , I hope you do .

I can't explain

Scratch everything above because we both are not together anymore .


So yeah , Hazim called it off yesterday . I guess I expected it , but I never knew it would hurt this much . Cried for the whole night and I think I'm better now .


Though a part of me will always love him , but this break up will be better for both of us since we're going nowhere . It'll still ache me when I think back of our times together and passing the road we use to pass , but time heals everything , so I'll just have to wait .


I'll definitely miss your random goodnight texts and how you hold me in your arms , take care of yourself for me okay ?

Badass

Ignore the title , I don't know what title to put .

Hey blog ! I'm really lazy to blog nowadays . But it's like , I don't want to leave this blog , I want to keep writing since I've been writing in this blog for almost 4 years already .

Read back my previous post , weh I miss Hazim . I miss him so dearly and badly . And then there's Hilmi , I wonder how's he doing . He never wished me for my birthday but he texted me 5 days before my birthday , reminding me that my birthday is near , mehh :(

I went to this Sejarah seminar at KBU today . It was like some kind of reunion man , saw so many friends from other schools . I even saw Amanda , my kindergarten friend , what a small world :)

The fasting month is near , I remember I used to break fast with Hazim's family , I miss that feeling of being part of his family .

Life .

Hello

Hi readers , I'm still alive ! :D I know , I know , I've only updated two posts in the previous month . School's been really mean to me since it's keeping me busy with homeworks and stuffs .

My trip to Taiping was .. so-so . Worse than what I expected . I guess the best part of the trip was when my friends came to my room and we watched Insidious together during midnight . Scary yet fun at the same time . And then , the next morning , we went swimming together . We even played 'chicken' in the pool , good times , good times . Oh and , the whole bus sang me a birthday song when I was crying due to some stupid reasons , that was very touching .

*drumroll*

Happy 11 Months Anniversary Sayang :)

If you be my star , I'll be your sky .

I wish you were here

Went to KLCC with my homeboys , Hafiz , Deepak , Ihsan and my sister yesterday . Watched TRANSFORMERS 3D . Holy fuck , it was beyond awesome man . Don't mind watching it again .

After movie , we went to Ben's to have lunch . Nice environment to have talks . Laughed like nobody's business . Food was superb , paid 30 bucks for it , worth the money (Y)

GUESS WHAT ?!

I'm going to Taiping this Friday with my beloved ones , and for a bonus , it's on my birthday . Aiyer !! Can't wait !

Man I miss writing long post on my blog but I really have no idea what to say . Oh well , July's been really good to me , hope everything'll go smoothly this month . Ta-ta !

You're the bomb

Happy 10 Months Anniversary , sayang :)

Hi !

Yesterday , Hafiz and Deepak picked me and my sister up from our house then we went to Secret Recipe and bought a blueberry cheesecake for the beloved Abang Ihsan . Before we purchase the cake , they wanted to buy condom for Ihsan , right ...

One of the reason why I love Tumblr , teeheee .

Sorry blog , I'm so lazy to type right now . I guess I'll update more about my holidays in the next update .

Oh and , last but not least ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG OPPA ♥

As long as you're there

The boyfriend just texted and wished me goodnight , I miss your goodnight messages , I miss you .

Closing the spaces in my heart

MAN RINDU EZRUL SIAL


Reading that broke my heart . We've had so many bittersweet moments together , and OMG the teddy part ! Ezrul , my brother , my friend , my dancing partner , my uh ex-boyfriend ? Thanks for singing and playing the guitar for me whenever I'm down , never fail to put a smile on my face . Remember how we used to laugh so loudly whenever we go out together ? Dancing on the bus , laughing gleefully at hilarious horny jokes .


I remember how you asked for me to couple with you man , you sent me some long ass text karangan and ended it with like " Will you marry me ? I mean will you be my girlfriend ? " Awlolo , you were so sweet last time .


Reading that status of Ezrul made me realised how much I've changed . I miss laughing , I miss being happy and crazy , you know that kind of thing ? Life .

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D


Okay I'm sorry for abandoning this blog for such a long time , really busy with mid-terms and Tumblr , hehe . Anyway , yesterday was one of the best day I've had so far .


I woke up in the morning and studied maths a little . Met up with my baby girl , Fara at Jati at 2.30 pm . Took a cab and went to Bentley . God that uncle is one scary man . At first he was kinda funny , me and Fara had a great laugh inside the cab . Till he started talking about his ... sex experience . Okay that was awkward . But oh well , he gave us a RM 0.60 discount , so hehe God bless you uncle :D


Had McD and went to Bentley to see Hazim and his band performed . They're good :D Gave Hazim a surprised and I hope , he liked it :)


After that , went to Curve with Fara . God this girl is so crazy ! From doing aerobics in the middle of the road to screaming " FUCK YOU " to those bunch of Malay Boys in the Kancil . HAHAHA . Walked around Curve , did krazee stuffs together like ... Being a FBI and shooting kids around with our 'guns' , going to the merry-go-round , posing with statue , showing the 'love' sign to random people , hitting random people's ass , played Rapunzel and got this uncle slept near the window , so we waked him up by knocking the window . I MISS YOU OREDI GIRL :(


After all the fun , Hazim picked us up and sent us to Kastam . Wanted to go Ami's house but she had some intensif class at Jerry's -__- So we went to Jamal instead . Then we went home . Watched the match at night , and I'm so glad MU got the champion title . Can my Saturday get any better ? :)


HAPPY 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ,
SUPERBOY ♥


Too cute to be true :3 I love you so much handsome boy (:

Where were you when I needed you ?

I'm having so many things in mind now , but where to start ?


I feel so lost at the moment , pardon me if I'm going to whine a lot at this post . As time passes by , things change , memories fade , people go and the true ones will remain . I feel like I'm having a distance with this friend of mine . At one point , I can feel there's a lot of hatred towards him , but when I'm all alone at night , under my blankie and when my thoughts wander , I'll still think back when we used to talk on the phone till 3 o'clock in the morning , always being there for each other , and the list goes on . I think I miss you ... God , what am I crapping about ?




For now , all I want is excellent results for my mid-term . Hence , I truly hope that the drama(s) and bullshit(s) will give me a break and stay away from me a little while .


And my pimples have to learn how to shut up and stop seeking for attention on my face >(

Push it , push it

Finally had my Tutti Frutti date with ze girls just now *satisfied . Laughed my ass off with them , we should do that every week . Saw so many familiar faces just now , and the two hours non-stop laughing with them really made my day .


My mid-term is in ... 15 more days , I repeat , BLOODY FIFTEEN MORE DAYS , AND I HAVE FRIGGIN 10 SUBJECTS TO STUDY . Okay sorry for the drama , but oh my God , this is madness man .


I need more motivation to study >:(

End of the road

Was clearing some pictures from my laptop , and I found pictures of us , again .


Remember the time when I was standing next to my ex-boyfriend , you point at me , and told your guy friends , " that's my beautiful girlfriend " . Maybe it's memories like these that is constantly pulling me back from reaching the 'move on' button . No matter what I do , who I'm with , I just can't seem to erase you from my memory .


" I sayang dia , why is she doing this to me ? " You told my sister to go downstairs and talk to you because you don't want me to hear you crying . I can't take this pain anymore , I can't take the fact that I've let go the most wonderful guy in this world .


I know I shouldn't be missing you , but I miss you , K .

It's like that

Hello guys , I'm back from camp :)

So let's see , when we arrived there , we did some aerobics . Had dinner , then at night we had some ice-breaking . I'm in the first team , with Hambali , Hanani , Dhinesh , Syarisa , Amira , Rozafir , Qausar , Daniel , one form 1 girl and one form 1 boy as team members . After some activities , we head to bed . Texted with Hazim , Fara , Michelle , Aiman and Rauf that night , made me missed home even more :'(

Next morning , did aerobics and had breakfast . We had exploris in the afternoon . Went to the firestation , had to carry Syarisa to somewhere approximately 6 metres away from me . We both weight 45 kg , so that was quite a torture . Then we went to the beach , and performed aerobics infront of all the tourists at Port Dickson . Had to hold and kiss a hamster . After that , did another task which is to go to the police station and clean up the place . Nothing much . Then we had to pass frogs from one team member to another team member . When that task is complete , we had to put little fishes in our mouth and transfer it into another cup about 3 metres away from us . I feel so brave at that moment :B

Then at night , we had some activites . I looked up to the sky , and saw this bright full moon , surrounded with tiny stars . How beautiful , reminded me of my baby boo . Texted with Hazim till I fall asleep that night .

On Sunday , we went to the beach . After some activites , lunch and all , we went back home . Since day 1 I've been wanting to go home so I was really excited when Mr Ananda said the bus has arrived .

Didn't enjoyed much for this camp , for me it's actually quite boring , glad it's over .

For the language week , Mr Ananda told me I got 3rd for the english essay competition . Yeay ! Mich got first for both essay and literature competition , such a clever baby !

A little note over here , I love my boyfriend , he's honestly the best ♥ !

What's not to adore ?

Leaving to Poat Dickson tomorrow for prefect's camp . I'm not looking forward towards it though . I hope these 3 days will pass by very quickly .


HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY


Muhammad Hazim , I love you :)

You can't keep a good girl down

HELLO YELLOW ! *indian slang , hihi


Went to Digilive competition yesterday . Tiring man , we had to stand for very long . Anyway , me and Mich's performance were uber early . Ami , Amalin , Fara , Nareeta , Nad and Farah Aqilah came late , hence they missed our performance :( But Epul and Aiman said we did great , yeay ! Oh and , Weng Han came too , such a sweetheart !
I think yesterday was my first time wearing make up in a mall since I don't really like wearing make up . And when Rauf saw me applying my lip gloss , all he could say was " Nampak klakar aah " , damn that boy , no compliments but comments . But Nareeta said I look great , weeee kembang jap !


While waiting for Epul and Aiman's band to perform , we walked around the mall . My heels were hurting me so badly , I gave up and bought a pair of flats . Had lunch at A&W , and we went to the venue of the competition again . Nas came after awhile . We waited for quite a long time before Aiman and Epul's band peform . But anyway , saw so many cute boys yesterday . Hehe :B Then Aiman and band performed followed by Epul's band .


I bumped into Kailiang and Jian Yang . Miss Kailing like hell . We've been friends since we both were 7 . He performed too . But I didn't get to see since I went home right before he was about to play the keyboard .


Went home and showered . Then I went to the night market . It was crazy man , I bumped into so many people , as if we already planned to meet at pasar malam . Bought a small packet of mee goreng from a new stall and it cost RM 3.50 , wtf tak leh mahal lagi ?


Had loads of fun yesterday and I slept at 9 pm ++ . Oh and I dropped 2 kg after eating so many thing yesterday , maybe I have to eat more to get skinnier . Till then , byee :]

Please

Had English tuition yesterday . The boys were so noisy and Cikgu Kamsinar literally went crazy controlling them . She's right , some boys are just so immature . Like c'mon , you're freaking 17 already , have some sense and grow up man . I wonder when will you people actually become a 'man' . Annoying like fuck -__-

Me and Michelle entered a competition , a singing competition . It's called 'Digilive' organised by Digi . We're gonna perform it at One Utama New Wing this Saturday . It's so last minute and I doubt we have enough practice . But I still hope for the best , and come and support ? :D

Anyway , that day Bal called . I didn't picked up since I was sleeping . Texted him and he told me the DCA approved him to aviation training . Man , I'm so happy for him . I really am , it's his dream since young and he've proven to me that dreams can , and will come true .

My dream is to be Hazim's wife , what's yours ? :)

Ma homies

Hello there everybody ! Saturday was splendid ! Had breakfast with Deepak and Hafiz at Old Town . We haven't see each other for quite some time already , so we had a very good chat . I laughed so hard that Deepak kept asking me if I took my medicine or not ;p Oh and I bumped into Hariz at Old Town this morning .


After breakfast , Hafiz drove 3 of us to school for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang . I took the passenger seat and controlled the car's gear . It was a Kancil so the gear is in manual . I got kinda confused while trying to control the gear and we nearly got into an car accident . Fuck we were so close to death , thank God we're still alive . It was fun :p
I remembered when I used to go movie dates with Emi , I will control his car's gear and he will give me that " >( " look , hmph :(


Hari Anugerah Cemerlang was kinda boring since it's all about prize giving , so not much about that to talk about . After HAC , I had lunch with Ihsan , Deepak , Meagan , Nicole , TatChee , E-Wei and Adrian . TatChee told me that he wants to go back to school next year and see me get the best student award . Haiyoh , everyone is telling me to be like my sister , get the best student award , this and that , pressure is hitting me real hard . Have to admit that them 5 boys are really very handsome now .


After lunch , Ihsan sent me and my sister home . Slept the whole afternoon and went to Granny's in the evening . And guess what ? Uncle Lawrence is back from Thailand ! Stayed there till night and here I am blogging . After eating my favourite cookie I'll be off to bed . Can my Saturday get any better ? :'D

Blame the boredom

Khaist looks so cute in this picture , no ? :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG JIA WEI ♥


This is probably my third time wishing already ;p


Weng Han is moving to Australia soon , I feel so .... crushed :(

I had the time of my life

KENAPA AKU MACAM DAH TAK SAYANG DIA ? :'(

I wish

The results for SPM 2010 is announced today . I went to the hall to meet them boys who are taking their results . So happy and proud for their excellent results .

p/s ; Yee Juinn , I know you very happy don't have to punch me so hard on the arm ok ? :(

And omg , Tat Chee , a boy from 5A last year , which means his class was just beside my class . HE . IS . SO . DAMN . FREAKING . ABSOLUTELY . SUPER . HANDSOME . NOW . OH . MY . GOD . Last year , I didn't even bother looking at him . One of my girlfriend had a crush on him , and all I can say was " Eww " , but today , damn son , he coloured his hair and he scored straight A's for his SPM ! OMG PERFECT BOYFRIEND NIII ! Hihi , gurau je , lek braah ! And he is going to attend Hari Anugerah Cemerlang next Saturday TOO , yeaaay ! :B

Looking at those happy faces today , it sort of " motivated " me to study with more effort . It's like I want to score straight A+ for my SPM too ! I don't want to disappoint people who have high hopes on me . From now on , I am just going to focus on my studies .

And for my March test results , I scored

BM - 73 A-
BI - 84 A
BC - 66 B+
Maths - 98 A+
Add Maths - 94 A+
Chem - 67 B+
Physics - 77 A-
Bio - 53 C

I haven't got my Moral and History results , yet . Hopefully I did well . Quite satisfied with my results since I target atleats 5A- , and I scored 5A's already .

I guess that's it , byee :]

Forever you and me

Hi there fellow readers . Went to breakfast at Pavillion on Sunday . Then me and my sister went to KLCC since dad wants a new belt . So after we've choosen the one we want , we went to the counter to pay , and OMG , you know what ? That cashier looked EXACTLY like Hazim . I was like O___O
And then , another guy came . So I looked at the guy's nametag , and it wrote there " Hazim " .

Aiyo , ok rindu :'(

Say , won't you stay ?

Disco Skating with the lovelies ! Sadly , Amalin , Ami , Michelle and Reeta couldn't join us :(


Great day with them and we shall go for Laser Tag next time :) Oh and , I had my chocolate mint ice-cream after so long , ahh bliss !

Unbreak my heart

Hi there my sayangs who is currently reading this , sorry for the lack of update , blame my frenetic schedule . So here goes ,


11/3




MARCH'S TEST IS OVERRRR ! No comments about it , but I hope I could get AT LEAST 5A's . After exam , had lunch with my girls and boys at Cendana then us girls went to Ami's room and had a little girls talk . It was great . I hope Ami's mum is going to recover from her operation as soon as possible :) I love them girls in the picture above , they are my princesses :)


12/3


Had Sushi with Mum and sister . Bumped into Khairil , and the moment I saw him I was thinking , this boy gets more handsome every year man . No joke .


13/3


Skype-d all night long with AimanZ . I know I looked like a guy in the pictures below , but heh screwed it , I had so much fun dancing , singing and laughing last night , thank you braah !










14/3


Had lunch with Mummy at OU and did some shopping . Oh and I finally chopped my hair off and it looks something like this now




I kinda look like a lion + fox , huh ? :s


15/3


Happy 7 Months Anninersary , Baby ♥




I've been watching this Korean drama with the name , Personal Taste . What a name , I know . Cried at every episode , two more episodes to go and I've complete this drama . Such a good drama you know , 10 kudos ! I wonder , what drama to watch next ? :3


Oh and , I hope people at Japan are okay .