Never over you

Hi Z , I am so angry with you right now . How could you do this ? How could you do this to my ex boyfriend , YOUR BESTFRIEND ? Seriously . You want me to be your girlfriend when I already have a boyfriend , and you said we couple secretly so my ex boyfriend wouldn't be heart broken about it . What bullshit is this ? Heh saw your true colours . As much as I hate rejecting people , I'm glad I said no to you .


Okay enough of that . It's 30th December , so ....





HAPPY BIRTHDAY EZRUL MEHZAS BIN MD ELHAM


Aww this horny bastard is finally 17 , woohooo ! We've been through so many things together and I'm glad we're very close . Thanks for all the horny jokes and always being there for me . Remember we used to play truth or dare through MSN ? And late night webcams , you'll sing and play me a song with your guitar . And you wrote a song about me , omg how sweet is that ? I love you ass , stay healthy always okay ? If you need someone to talk to , I'm just a phone call away :)

Ever ever after

Next year , I won't be seeing the Form 5's this year that frequent anymore since they're out of school already . I'm so gonna miss you guys ! You people are the best senior ever , more to my brother from another mother . I'm never going to forget the memories we shared , and I promise you guys this . I love you all so much ! Sincerely from the bottom of my heart :) *hugs*


Oh Chun How said he saw me at Petaling Street today but was to shy to say " Hi " , ngeeehh that handsome boy !

For you my only one

Going out with my sister wasn't that bad afterall O:)


Anyway , went back from KL around 5 yesterday and in the Monorail and Putra was full of Malaysia supporters . I swear the crowd was crazy . Didn't watch the match yesterday but Weng Han said Indons are bangsat . I have no idea if that's Malay , English , Chinese or Cantonese language .


Oh as you can see , I changed my spectacles already . Trying something different this time . I didn't really picked it properly since I wear contacts when I go out . Specs is just for school wear , so yeah , hihi . I cant wait to see my baby girls :D


Oh and Hazim too .

I'm dreaming of a white chritsmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D


May this wonderful celebration bring joy , peace , love , health and wealth to you and your family . I've always love Christmas , sadly my wish didn't came true this year . Thank you for all the presents and wishes , I really appreciate it :)


Epul ; You sambut krismas tak ? :-)
Estee ; I sambut la , wish i cepat
Epul ; Yeaah ! merry christmas wong sou teng :-D
Estee ; Hohoho , terima kasih bro !
Epul ; HO HO HO :-P





HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD AFIQ :)


The best picture I could find of both of us , heh sad :/ May all your dreams and wishes come true boy :)


5 more days till New Year's , I better work on my New Year's Resolution now , goodnight .

Stay here forever

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD HAZIM SAYANG :)


When I think of you , I can't help smiling , knowing that you've completed me somehow . You're always going to be the very best part of me . I hope you'll have a blast on your birthday , thanks for calling me just now sayang , I always love talking to you :) You're a hero and a gentleman , you're kind and honest , and you are someone I ever truly loved . I love you baby , and I always will ♥


Skype video called with Vicky , Izuddin and Aiman . We played Lat Ta Li Lat , Ji Gu Pang through webcam , I laughed so hard :p


Santa, can you hear me ?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa that’s my only wish this year

I'm the one who wants be with you

He's the sweetest guy on earth and I'm so proud he's mine :)

Everything breaks my heart

They're just tooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome :)


Hey I went Mid Valley yesterday and watched My Soul To Take . I swear to God that movie was fucken scary , screamed like shit , and I kept using my popcorn to cover my eyes , the sound was loud and the cinema was so damn cold , I am so not watching that movie anymore .


Oh and I went to Reeta's house today , and walked alone to Mich's house under the rain , omg -_- Their house is damn far , and the rain gave no mercy to me , I reached Mich's place and catched a cold already . Slept at Mich's house and felt better .


I slept at 8 pm yesterday night and woke up at 10 am this morning , HAHA , BEST GILA NAK MATI , I didnt even yawn today , I think 14 hours of sleep is really more than enough for me . I woke up and realize I have 3 good night messages from my friends , aww they are just too awesome ! :')


Okay I'm blank now , challo :D


P/s ; Did you realize it's full moon tonight ?

I'll be there for you

" And maybe it's true, I'm falling for you. Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me, too. So maybe I'm wrong, it's all in my head, but maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said."

Fly like a what ?

HIIIII :D Mhmm , so yesterday I went Sunway with ze gang , Nareeta , Amalin , Ami , Hzyh , Nas , Afiq , Epul , Rauf , Izzuddin and Shahir . It was awesomeezzzzz ! We watched Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah , there was some part that were quite scary . I sat between Epul and Afiq . Since Epul sat nearer to Amalin , I sat closer to Afiq . Sorry Afiq for grabbing your arm so hard during the scary parts !


After movie , we went to Wendy's for lunch . Walked around and went to Redbox and screamed our lungs out . We went crazy , dancing and singing together so loudly in the karaoke room . I liked it when we sang the song Gee by SNSD , cause we don't know the lyrics , all we know was the " GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY " , yeap thats all ;p But it was uber fun !


When we came out from Redbox , we saw the bus coming already , and the distance between Redbox and the bus station is quite far . So our athelic Afiq Azman Alias ran and tahan the bus for us , woohooo ! Superman on the move ! When we reached KJ , Rauf's dad sent me home . This was even scarier than last time because I was the only one who tumpang his dad .


Went to some Korean Restaurant with mummy today to have lunch , food was okay :) Oh and , I participated this contest at Facebook . Read my Facebook page for more information . I need to get the most 'likes' to win . As I was asking help Varmen ....




I miss you Varmen ! Don't wan't to see me already is it ? Oh and , I chatted with Edzrul , yeah the guy I went rock climbing with last year , woah what a suprise he still remembers me :D


Happy 4 Months sayang , I love you forever :)

No more looking back

" Kenape you hantar me 10 of those messages ? Are you spamming ? :p "
" Nope, because you are the 9 of my favourite person in the world :) "


You know sometimes you'll receive those chain letters saying " Send this message to 10 of you favourite person or your .... will die . If you receive the message back your ... will come true . " yeah that kind of thing . I don't believe it you know , but back when I was Form 2 , I was pretty naive so I send messages like those to 10 of my favourite person . I sent it to one of my friend and that friend of mine send me 10 of those messages back , and as you can see the conversation I wrote above , he said because I'm his only favourite person in the world . Haha , pretty sweet huh ? Oh well , everything so different now . It's life we're talking about right ?



Oh yes baby , I'm addicted to the game above , I can sit infront of my laptop and play for hours , HAHAH , lifeless much ?


I'm suppose to go for some KL History Walk today , boriiiiiiiiiiiiiing , so plan cancelled . Had dinner with dearest family just now , after dinner went to Popo's house to chill . I went to Pasar Malam and saw so many familiar faces , said 'Hi' and all , haha I miss my school mates and friends around KJ . I miss those Indian Boys from 4F , HAHA , hey even though they're not really smart but they're nice to hang around okay ? I often see them at Pasar Malam during 6 -7 pm , and they'll to be like " HIIII AMOIIII " . I guess the best time is when I spoke Tamil with them *ehem pro much ? ;p* , and they answered me in Tamil back but I have absolutely no idea what they're talking about , haha awkwarddddd .


It's 3am already and I wonder what are my baby girls and boys doing .
I guess I shall hit the sack now since I'm off to KLCC tomorrow , hehe ciao .

Come take ma hand

Estee ; Nas kau free skrang ?

Nas ; Rindu kau doh ;( Yes free , why ?

Oh my my my my my , I miss you too boy ! :(

Show me watchu got

Honestly , what have I done to you ? Did I backstab you ? No . Did I kill your relatives ? No . Did I set your house on fire ? No . SO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU USING MY SECRETS AS A TOPIC TO GOSSIP ? All this while , I trusted you and you've been telling my secrets to everyone , nice friend(s) I have there . When you had a hard time getting over your crush , I helped you . I send you goodnight texts to make sure you won't cry before you sleep . I fought with my bestfriend because of YOU , and you made me look like a complete fool . Think you're so pure ? I'll fucking burn your veil .

Yes anyone terase ?

The world has somehow shifted

I love you both , until my last breath , I promise :)

They just wanna see me fall

Estee ; Good night :)
Epul ; Haha asal ni ?


Estee ; Good night :)
Afiq ; Aik pehal tiba2 ni ? Salah send ke ni ? :-o
Estee ; Taaak , aku wish kau good nite la
Afiq ; Oh haha . Tak pernah pernah . Hehe . Goodnight sayang ;-)


Okay I barely wish my friends good night , me such a bad friend :(
It's 1 am already and I have Taekwondo grading at 8 am later , great just great . Oh and guess what ? Kim Hyun Joong , YES THAT HANDSOME MAN , Ji Hoo from BOF , Baek Seung Jo from Playful Kiss , is freaking coming to Malaysia , and I'm gonna see him later at Pavillion , OHH FUCK YEAH , dream came true , omg :')


I said I'd never let you go , and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

She's finally 8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Hazirah Yusof :)




I love you small girl ♥

River flows in you

I just read Bal's blog , I really didn't knew he has a blog all this while . And oh my God , I can't believe my own eyes when I read his blog , it's so ... heartbreaking . Seriously Bal , it's not worth it , I have no idea how many times I have to tell you this , but please , she really isn't worth it . For now , just focus on your SPM and don't do anything stupid already . After SPM , I promise , we'll hang out and have fun , ok ? You better work hard so me , you and Deepak will be able to become pilots next time , oh yeah baybeh ! You know I'll always have your back right , Ahmad Iqbal :)

I've been eating like a machine lately , and my thighs are getting really gigantic , oh no , I guess I have to start joining mummy to go jogging in the morning already , but I always see Puan Tay Pek Choo at the park , haih Y_Y

I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH SPM MAN .