You have stolen my heart

Dear readers , am so sorry for the lack of update , I've been so lazy to update this blog lately . Haha but hey I'm back ! :D


School's been pretty nice to me . I'm so happy I don't cry everyday at school anymore , and there's a lot of teachers that don't enter my class these days , so we have a lot of free time to talk . It's always fun being around my crazy classmates :)


Yesterday , around 6 , I went to Nas's house . Before that I texted him ,


Estee ; Aku pegi rumah kau nw can ?
Nas ; Mai la . Sure .


When I arrived his house , he halau-ed me . Heh so much for " Mai la . Sure " SUREEE ! Haha , so I went to Epul's house . After awhile Nas came . 3 of us had dinner , ahh the ayam is so sedaaap , the skin was so crispy :9
Left Epul's at around 8.30 , then me , Epul , Afiq , Rauf and Nas walked to Pizza Hut . Met up with Ami and Amalin . Mich came a little later . Haha I had fun last night ! Especially when we were in a watch shop , the " Your love is my drug " song was played in the shop , all of us started dancing and singing , it felt good . They always drive me insane ;)


Yesterday at school , after Moral , I walked back to class and just sat at my place . Amalin came and she was like ,


Amalin ; Estee you okay ?
Estee ; *nods*
Amalin ; Baru bangun la ni ?
Estee ; *nods again*


HAHAHA , yes I don't know why but I always , ALWAYS sleep during Moral , Puan Jasmine's voice is like some kind of lullaby , plus I think learning Moral is such a waste of time . All we have to do is memorize those 36 moral values and bloody definitions -__-


Ohh , me and Nas are doing a business . HAHAHA , but we're serious ! We're selling Hama Beads ! So if you're interested , contact us through Facebook , search " HaHa Beads " , hehe :p or you can find both of us at 4 Amanah , SMK KJ ;)


OIHAZIMIMISSYOU!

The club can't even handle me right now

HEY YOU PEOPLEEEE :D

Ahhh I'm so happy right now :D I watched Step Up 3 just now with Hazim , Mich and Reeta . I know it's kinda late already , but whatever , atleast I watch it already . Gempakk bhaii cite ni , I loikee ;)

I had fun today . I'm speechless now , but Hazim , you're the best , I love you :)

Once in a lifetime , means there's no second chance

MY FUCK .

So mum just bought me a RM 30 top-up card , as I was happily scratching the silver stuff to get the code , I ter-scratch it too hard and some of the numbers are gone . I tried almost all the numbers that looked similiar to the numbers that are gone but it kept on appearing " Sorry , this top-up code is invalid " motherfucker .

I let my sister try , and after 3 times , it said " Successfully top-up ..... " WOOHOOO , MUAH MUAH MUAH ! YEAAAY :D

Celebrated Izzati's birthday yesterday at McD with Nas , Nicky , Rauf , Mich , Afiq , Ami , Shitul , Izzati , Reeta , Epul and Amalin :) HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY IZZATI ♥ !

Uncle Robin bought the Adam Lambert's ticket already , he got the rm 253 one which means we're gonna sit at the frontal stage view , woooo :D But uncle Lawrence won't be joining us since he'll be in Bangcock , mehh ;(

I'm watching Killers now with my sister , used to watch it with Hilmi and got both us laughing so hard after the show , haha challo :D

I'm hoping this will last

Take me away to January
I'm done with this year,
I'm tired of everyone here.
I just need some time alone,
Before I'm ready to come back home.
There's got to be something else out there for me
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream
There's more than this Midwestern town,
I can't let this place keep me down.


So I tell myself,


"There's a girl out on the coast of California,
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you."
And I can hear them calling my name tonight.


Take me away, I need the sand and the waves
The sunset and lets not forget those warm autumn days
I just need to get out of here.
And visit the coast just to see her.
There's got to be something else out there for me.
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream.
There's more than this Midwestern town.
I can't let this place keep me down




HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KHALIS AND WAI SHAUN !


Have a great one boys :)


:'(

Can't take my eyes off you

Hiyaa bloggie :)


I'm so sleepy right now . Yesterday , around 5pm , went to Hazim's friend's open house . It was okay , and I like how he introduce me to his friends , like " Hey this is my girlfriend " , aww :')


Around 6.45 , went to the padang nearby with Hazim to meet up with Ame :D Buyum , Mai , Amoi , Izzati were there too :) Ame said Hazim is hot , NGEHEHEH :P
After that , went to Rauf's to take some CD and went to Sharul's open house , weeee :D




Left Sharul's place at around 8.30 or so . Nori looked so different last night , I was like


Estee ; Nori eh ? o.o
Nori ; Takde la , Syah .


-_________-


Me and my sister hopped into Hazim's car . He said he's gonna pick up his sister at somewhere near Assunta then send me and my sister home . We got lost , hehe but I wasnt worried , it's like I'm safe when I'm with him , hee :) I like her sister , she told me about Ely , laughed my ass off :p
Reached home at around 9.30 . Watched Toy Story 3 and slept at 4 last night .


This morning , I woke up at 9.40 , and went to Epul's at 10 . Yes I didnt shower . Hehe ;p
Had breakfast at his house , his mother is so pretty ! And his maid said I'm pretty , aww :D
We walked to Nas's at 10.40 . Had Nasi Lemak and hang out at his house till around 12 :)


We walked to Amalin's for her open house . Watched Drumline and ate spaghetti . Drumline was okay , I'm impressed by the way they play the drum , two thumbs up !
I walked to Nad's place with Epul and Nas at 2.30 . Hang out at her place till 4.30 , mum picked me up and send me home . It was nice talking to her . She gives me advice that I will never listen , I wonder if she's tired giving me all the advices ;p

Thank you Vicky for making me happy that night , I'm so proud to have a friend like you :)


I have school tomorrow , two weeks of holiday flew away just like that . I want more holidays . Honestly , this holiday I didnt even have a tad bit of feeling of going back to school . Mostly I want to go back to school because of boredom but I seem to enjoy this school holiday .


*cross finger* The thoughts in my head , please stop swirling like hurricanes .

It don't feel right

Hello readers . Let's see , I woke up at 10 this morning , had breakfast with dad . Just the both of us , yeah it was nice .


Went to Amalin's house at 1.20 , then both of us and Ami and Epul went to Fatin's open house by Syahmi ( Amalin's brother ) . We didn't stayed long at Fatin's cause we're heading to Sunway after her open house . So around 3 , the four of us walked from ss7 to Kastam . It was tiring , for me . The scorching sun wasn't friendly today . So me and Amalin and Epul took a cab and went to Sunway . Ami didn't tag along because she had something to do .


Arrived Sunway and head to the cinema with our baju kurung's on . It felt weird , the last time I wore baju kurung to a mall was two years ago during Khalis's open house . The que fr the tickets were long . We watched Piranha , me and Epul's matured looks did everything , HEHE . Anyway , that movie was okay , quite boring but scary too . Amalin was afraid , she kept covering her face with her palms , lopek aa you :p


After Sunway , we went to Shahir's open house . Zamir was there too , haven't seen that boy for quite awhile already . Hazim picked me up and sent me to tuition , nice huh :)

This is ma Amirah Sufian :)

OKAY LAME :p


I'm so tired , I guess I'm gonna hit the sack soon , challo :)

I break necks

Hiyaa bloggie :)

Hehe , went out for movies with Hazim ♥ . Watched Resident Evil , in the 3D version , seriously I don't see any 3D effects in it -__- And I don't really get that movie , but it was okay la , boleh laa :p When I'm with him , everything seems to be perfect :)

In the cinema , they showed a Harry Potter 7 trailer , it made me super duper excited , it looked so coool ! But Voldemort looked so ugly , his nose is super flat o.o They're showing the movie in 3D , God why is everything in 3D now ?

Ohh , Happy 1 Month Sayang :)

I still have his first message in my inbox , and I never get bored reading his messages over and over again .

You know I'll always be in love with you right till the end , right ? (;

I slept at around 4am last night . I sent Michelle a good night message , since she haven't send me a good night message ( yes she sends me a good night message every night (': ) , so I texted her and she replied . God that woman sleeps at 10 - 12 , latest at 1am every night , why is she awake at 4 o.o so yeah I texted with her till I fall asleep . I'm seeing her tomorrow , can't wait :D

I guess that's it , bye now :)

" I have to be Superboy if I wanna get married to Supergirl "

aww , I love you (;

You left me

Hello blog :)


Wow it's already 2.00 am , Happy Wednesday everyone . I should be sleeping now , but my brain won't let me rest . Sigh , I read back my inbox messages , and I realized how things can change so quickly , how a person used to be a month ago is totally different now , funny huh . And those 'I love you forever , I promise' messages broke my heart into pieces again , forever ended fast you know . Read back some of his messages , and cried , but I guess they're all happy tears :)


School is starting in 5 days , fuck I wasted my holiday again . I did study , not that much though . But I guess I'm counted as lucky because Amir's school is starting their lesson today , haha pity you boy :)




Meet Yellow Bitch , Tan Yee Juinn . When the webcam started , the first thing he said was , " since when you turned Indian ? " -__-


Wish you were here

Youre next to me in my head

I was 6 back then . Meet Amanda Huang (left) , 10 years of friendship and still counting :)

It's the first day of raya and I stayed at home the whole day after going out for lunch with mum . Mich and Reeta came over , they said that I've made some improvement at making Milo , WOOHOOO ! Before Mich came , she texted me ,

Mich ; " Estee tell Meagan I'll be a bit late :) "
Estee ; " Duwaaaaan ♥ "
Mich ; " You know I can always tell Nareeta to tell :) "
Estee ; " Faaaaak ! "
Mich ; " I know you wanna fuck me but too bad la , mother and daughter can't have sex :) "
Estee ; " You just read my mind ! "


I LOVE YOU CRAZY GIRL .

Hazim told me to accompany him to his friend's open house , I'm sorry sayang I couldnt make it , I dont know him ;p and it's abit last minute , I'm sorry k ? :D

To this someone who drew me this ,
Selamat Hari Raye :D harap harap awak sihat . Sorry la eh for all the wrong things I've done to you and that very one promise we both broke . Thanks for everything , you made me a stronger person and it's impossible for me to forget the memories with you . Lawak and teka teki awak sangat bodoh tahu tak ? :p Simpan elok elok eh the dictionary I gave you ? And guess what ? I still havent wash the baju you gave me , HAHA :P


I don't know if I should follow Auntie Madeline to Klcc tomorrow , mehh .
Oh and last night , Nas , Ami and Aiman texted me some pantun , aiyoo bodoh laa their pantun :p But it was funny . And I sent Afiq a message last night ,


Estee ; " Selamat Hari Raye :) "
Afiq ; " Kemain lambat lagi kau en . Haha "
Estee ; " Maaf zahir dan batin :) "
Afiq ; " Maaf zahir dan batin jugak . Aku banyak buat kau nangis an ? Haha "


TAU PUN ! ;p

I think I love you

PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEE , meet Hazirah Yusof ! Ahh I miss this girlll , she's so effin adorable right ? :D Sayang I really wanna hug you right now ! I hope we can see each other during this raya , I miss Aini too ! And mak ! Haha ;p

I love you girls ♥

And Happy Raya to all the Muslims , have a safe trip home :)

I don't believe in forever

Ellow mellow jellow yellow ! Okay lame , HI ! :D

Yesterday night , I went buka puasa with Afiq , Epul , Rauf , Syafiq , Nas , Hzyh and Khairul . It was fun , seriously , I couldnt stop laughing when I'm with them , eventhough I dont understand some jokes that they are talking about .

Hzyh left early , so yeah I'm the only girl stuck with 6 boys . Afiq , Epul and Nas made a voice recording for uhh Hazim . But nah I'm so not showing it to him :p I listened the recording before I went to sleep last night , ahh laughed my ass off . I love you people !

Nas ; Memandangkan sekarang ni awak telah menaik pangkat menjadi boyf kawan kita , kitaorang nak nasihat skit supaya ko jage die elok elok an , sbb die ni mcm biase aa , ko phm phm je la an .

Aww Nas ! :')

I wanted to watch Grown Ups today with Nad , but mehh she had plans already . Somebody take me outtttt ! :'(

We dont see eye to eye

:)

We'll be a dream

Okay fuck you ;p

It's Saturday and I'm home eating maggi . I wanna go out but nobody is willing to accompany me , heh sad -__-

Imma study for this holiday , please Estee please study , since the starting of the year I told myself I'm gonna strive excellent results this year , but failed .

The buka puasa thing is gonna be on Tuesday , yeay I am so going :D I just hope everyone can make it , I miss my friends ♥

I skipped Taekwondo today , because Mich went to church camp , mhmm . Oooh and I miss Marvin and Vicky , somehow , wonder when is the next time I'm gonna see them again .

Okay I miss everyone , I miss my boyfriend , hmm :/

I'll blog later when I'm inspried to , bye now :)

Do you remember the nights we'd stay up just laughing smiling for hours at anything

Remember the nights we drove around crazy , in love .

:'(

Baby it's me and you

HIYAAAA :D Today was awesome , just plain awesome :D

After school , went Ikea with Mich . Had meatballs , ahh I miss Ikea meatballs , and blueberry muffins , yumm :9 I treated Michelle since she didn't have any money . We missed the free shuttle bus home , so we walked around Ikano and damn I need more cash to go shopping man . So we took a cab home , and the taxi driver is so nice , God bless you uncle for what you have done to us today :')

Accompanied Michelle to cut her hair , the saloon smell was really tempting for a hair wash ya know . Around 7 , went McD with Ami , Amalin , Mich and Nareeta . Yeay finally the 5 of us :')

Ami bought cupcakes and Amalin brought chocolate cakes from her house . We talked and laughed , yeah I miss those moments with them ;)

Okay so Uncle Lawrence agreed to sponsor me and my sister for Adam Lambert's concert since he is coming back from Bangkok . But guess what ? I fucking have exam on that day and the following day , ahhhh what fuckery is this ~!#$%^&*() ! I know I'm not a fanatic of Adam Lambert , but still , ahhhh !

I miss my girls already :D