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HELLO.

I had fun at school , like seriously . During Moral , I sat infront of Wai Shaun , I miss him , I miss the times me , him , Grace and Gautham "discuss" BM answers together , passing moral paper during exams , kutuk Puan Sarala , and how the 3 of them listens to my problem(s) .

Me and Mich talked about last year . Hey I miss last year too . Especially the times near PMR , we will stay back , and have Mich to teach us Science , Khairul to teach us Sejarah , Nas to teach us KH , haha good times good times . And when we would put Epul's history reference book at the cooridor , then when we can't take the book back , we used a broom and make the broom drop to the assembly ground , then we'll run from 3rd floor to the ground floor just to catch the book . And we'll always sit at the coridor and Aiman will scold us for doing so :p

Then there's after PMR . We always go to Aiman Zulkifar's house after school , we'll play games with his Play Station , then watch scary movies together , scream and laugh together . And we even spended new year's eve at his house , we had Nando's together if I'm not mistaken . Oh my :')

To be honest , 2010 havent been nice to me . Like seriously , I felt so dead and lifeless for the past 7 months . But it's okay , there still August , September , October , November and December :)

What happened to our special connection ?



lovesloves :)

Heartbreaks


HELLO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
AUNTIE NAZNEEN :D

I texted Auntie Nazneen at around 12 , and shes still awake cause she replied , fwaaah rockstar la Auntie Nazneen ;p May you get prettier every year Auntie :')

Mhmm , 1.20 am now . I really have problems sleeping these days . School was okay , but I really have no voice to talk to anyone . Most of them were like " whaaat ? tak dgr la " , aiyoo !
I got 34/40 for English , gahh dissapointed , I know I can do better ;(

I miss you



lovesloves :)

Picture perfect memories


HELLO.

Hi everyone . I'm suppose to sleep now but I really can't :/
I skipped school for two days because I have tonsils infection , go google it .

I texted Mich and told her about this tonsils thing , and she reminded me that , me and her just had a topic about tonsils the other day , omg -__-
Im going to school tomorrow , hopefully , I really dont want to miss another lesson of Add Maths :(
And I currently have no more voice , shitzzz !

You dont even care .



lovesloves :)

I can't live without you

My daily dose of love :)



HELLO.


Hiya bloggie . I'm sick , ahh I hate this . I was freezing when I was at school . Mum told me to see the doctor , but I really dont want to , I hate injections . To whoever that called and asked about my condition , thank you so very much for caring :')


Oh and the Interact club of my school did some project I think , funding project , no ? Hm I'm not sure . Yeah but this project is about cleaning the library . Omg my school's library is so dirty ! It was tiring , and I left early .


I got 92 for my Add Maths , I'm so proud of myself , after all my hard work , I finally got an A+ :)


You came into my life and I thought : Hey you know this could be something






lovesloves :)

Time after time



HELLO.


I just came back from Michelle Nyanam Sasismani's suprise BBQ party :D well actually I came back few hours ago . I had fun , it was awesome !


I went to Taekwondo this morning , I was really tired , half dead to be exact . I had a real hard time convincing myself to sleep last night , screw everything that happened last night . Walked home with Mich after the practice like usual . I borrowed Dear John ( a novel ) from the library yesterday , I'm already at page 210 already :D I can't stop crying when Im reading the book , it reminded me of ... sigh , him . I wonder if he's thinking of me like how I'm thinking about him right now . I hate how I keep checking my phone to see if there's any new messages , but there's never a message from you , but yeah , it was expected .


Around 4.30 pm , Amalin came to my house , then we went to Kelana Puteri . We were the first to arrive . Well this party is actually planned by Michelle's Auntie . So sweet of her you know , she baked the cake at 1am because she didnt wanted to let Michelle know since it was a suprise party .


I think the party started around 6.00 pm . We ate , chit chatted like usual . Around 7.00 I think , we sat by the pool side . The " We's " are me , Mich , Nareeta , Jess , Fara , Nad , Ami , Amalin Epul , Rauf , Nas and Mich's church friend , too many of them , I cant remember their name . But there's this Dominic guy , came to me and ask me if my name is Estee , because he said he always see my name at Facebook , haha :p They are all friendly people :)


We played truth or dare . Had a lot of laughter in the game :)
I left at 9.30 I think . Abang Rahman sent me home . Hey I miss him , can't remember the last time I saw him :p He sent me , Epul , Nas and of course Rauf home :)


It's already 1.00 am , I can't recall the last time I stay up till so late and blog though :D
Once again , Happy Belated Birthday Michelle , I love you everyday :)


When was the last time we held hands ?






lovesloves :)

He made all my dreams come true

HELLO.


Exams are finally over . I dont expect any good results from any subjects though , since I didnt study , at all , okay maybe a little . School was okay :)


I did something really stupid last night but it shall not be mentioned here . Anyway , I found this on my facebook ,


JOAAAAAAAAAAN DAVINA ! Yesterday was your birthday , so ,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY !


She sent me that on last year's birthday , I just like it when people calls me princess ;p
Joan , I miss how close we used to be , youre the one who calls me darling , hunny , sweetie and all the panggilan manje :p I love youuu , have a blast on your birthday ! :D


Why won't you catch me when I fall ?






lovesloves :)

God please answer my prayer





A smile of yours will just set sparkles to my heart , are you a magician or something like that ?






lovesloves :)

It's so easy who needs to pretend



HELLO.


I MISS PLAYING ONLINE RACING GAMES .
I'm having my July test on Tuesday , two more days , very nice right ? But like , seriously I don't know what to study -_-




Haha , so sweet of Han Zhang ;D


Just wanna be with you .






lovesloves :)

Tell me something good

HELLO.


Hey blog (; school was okay , we had our last squash meeting today . After school , went home , showered , had lunch and went to Kastam :)


Me and Ami went to Sunway by cab , and met up with Amalin , Epul , Rauf and Nas there . 6 of us watched Eclipse , yeah I watched it last Friday , but I dont really mind watching it again though :)


Mhmm , then after Sunway , me , Ami and Amalin went to D'stall . After D'stall , I went to McD with Mich and Reeta . Haha , my $$ burned just like that :p Nothing much to say , but my sore throat is getting worse :/ And I hope that tomorrow will be a good day , toodles :D


I miss the touch of your hands






lovesloves :)

You're the apple to my pie



HELLO.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASNIRRA RAMLAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE NYANAM


I didnt slept well last night , I really didnt felt like going to school this morning , but for this two babies , I went :) I had fever , I despise fever -__- I slept at school during Add Maths , Moral and Maths . My maths teacher , Puan Ng , she was like " Estee , whats wrong ? " , aww how sweet of her :')


After school , I rushed home , showered , and went to Kastam . Mich's auntie picked me , Ami , Amalin and Reeta and we went to Sunway Pyramid . We did a "suprise" party for Michelle :p The people who attended the party was me , Amalin , Ami , Mas , Nad , Fara , Aiman , Afiq , Epul , Nas , Mich , Reeta , Vicky and Marvin :D We celebrated it at Nando's and the total cost for the food and tax and crap was RM 235 . OMG .
I had fun , really I did . But not the part when I have to go on the cab alone to go back home .


ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ,


GOOD JOB AND CONGRATULATIONS SPAIN :D


Youre the one I wanna marry .




lovesloves :)

Sweet Sixteen


HELLO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTEE :D
HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD RAWRAWR
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKE WATCH ! :')

8/7 , happy sweet sixteen to myself (; I admit , this year's birthday is not the best I had so far , but I still had fun :)

Thank you people for the calls , texts , suprises , presents , wishes at facebook , and especially to those who set alarm at 11.50 just to wish me Happy Birthday , thank you so much people , I really appreciate it :')

Funniest was Yee Juinn , he said something like " .... Joyful dropping-out-from-mother's-hole-day " HAHAHAHA :P

And not to forget , that special someone who called and sang me a birthday song and accompanied me the whole night , I really wished I had a paused button at that time . I love you so so much , thank you very much love :')

I'm lost in your eyes





lovesloves :)

You're never gonna be alone

Waiting for someone you really really really love is not silly , is worth it .




Germany vs Spain tonight , omg , can't wait :D




I wish you'll be the first at 00.00

Paradise


HELLO.

Just had a phone talk with Tasha Halim , nobody knows how much I miss her , shit :(
How I wish shes still in KJ , but I'm content she's happy at KDU with JOHAN , HAHAH , aww he's so sweet :)
NOW YA KNOW CHINEZE ROCKS ! ;P ;P

We was talking talking and talking , suddenly I was like ,


Estee ; ..... bahagia
Tasha ; WHAT ? BAHAGIA ? why are you speaking malay woman ?


HAHAHA :P


And Zhou Han called during our phone talk , Tasha called me using her house phone and Zhou Han called her through her cell , so Tasha was like ,


Tasha ; OMG Zhou Han's calling
Estee ; K , go answer the phone
Tasha ; NO NO waitt !


Tasha ; *picks up the phone* hi baby ... Im on the phone ... With Estee .... She said HI
Estee ; NOO -__-
Tasha ; FINEE


Zhou Han so lucky to get a girlfie like Tasha k :')







HIHI BOYS OVER FLOWER ! I dont know , but everytime I listen to this song , theres always a gush of mixed feeling in my heart .


I MADE A VIDEO FOR NIE TODAY , OMFG SO PROUD OF MYSELF :')


We still got time






lovesloves :)

Do you remember the time , when we fell in love ?

HELLO.

Last night , dad , mum , me and my sister watched Germany vs Argentina . I supported Germany and my sister supported Argentina . And mum and dad are neutral :p they just watched the both of us scream when there's a goal and I was like " FASTER LAAA " and my sister was like " BODOH LAA " , haha yeah I had fun watching football with my family ;p

I hope the final will be Spain vs Germany . OMG IT WILL BE AWESOMEEE :P

I chatted with Jia Wei last night . HAHAH , I miss him . My personal message at msn yesterday was " GERMANY ! " , so he told me when I was std 6 , I told him I like Germany , haha seriously I cant remember a thing about it , but thanks for remembering me about this Germany thing , and I miss the memories we once shared together ;)

There's school tomorrow , AHHH SO BLOODY LAZY -__-
I hate Mondays , stupid assembly .

Would you mind terribly if I kissed you now ?



lovesloves :)