You said this would last forever

HELLO.


FEW MORE HOURS TO OPEN DAY , I.AM.DEAD. !
I'm glad I got number 5 , but Im just really afraid that the teachers are gonna complain about my shity attitude :/

Nothing interesting happened in my life these few days . I remembered last Tuesday night , when Nareeta said something like ,

Nareeta ; Do you know that cucumber is a type of fruit ?
Mich ; Really ?
Estee ; Yeah , cause I used to play this game at Facebook called Restaurant City and they ask questions like that
Mich , HAHAHAH

Okay something wrong with that girl :p

Not loving you is harder than you know , boy youre driving me crazy .


lovesloves :)

Our lips are sealed

HELLO.

On Friday , (yesterday) , me , Mich , Nareeta , Ami and Amalin did our NIE project :D but I guess we failed -_- Mich and Reeta came to my house at 1.30 pm , logged in Mich's facebook and started stalking people at facebook again :p but we didnt prank anyone this time , HAHAHA . And there was a fly in my study room , and Reeta said she's gonna catch it with her hand , CATCH A FLY WITH HER HAND , I was like , yes yes Reeta *annoyed face* And after a few minutes , she caught the fly WITH HER HAND . Omg *salute salute* But she put the fly into the cup of ovaltine I made for her . Well my mum did , but like , okay nevermind :p

Yeah that black colour thing is the fly , and she said the fly is swimming in the cup , omg . Around 5 we went to the park behind my house to do our NIE project . We have to a video about environment . When we arrived at the park , we rush for a swing in the park , wooohooo it felt so good :D

Meet MY girls , the understanding , caring , crappy , funny , 'always-there-for-me' , pretty and sexy girlfriends :D It was hard to take Ami's picture hugging the pole because I have no idea why but its hard for her to hold on to the pole :p but I love you girls , you people are aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesome ! ♥

We planned what to do for our video , and as we were recording it , the camera run out of battery . So we screwed up the whole video -___- But I had fun though :D

I slept at 12 last night , wasted my Friday night -__- But I was really tired though , I didnt had my nap in the evening yesterday :s

I played Tic Tac Toe with Elton during Sejarah . I won 3 matches and he won nothing , hehe sorry :p

Today , my sister is at Bangkok already . U.N.F.A.I.R !

But mum is treating me waaaaaaaay nice today , I guess is because I can't go to Bangkok but my sister can . Morning was great , watched Bandslam and read novel at the afternoon . Just had dinner with daddy and watched A Cinderella Story . Aww so sweeeet okay ? :)

Hm , I realized there's actually some people in this world who would betray you by spreading YOUR secret as a " TOPIC OF THE DAY " to somebody else . Lame -___- Fuck you bitch , FUCK YOU , yes Im very pissed off at you right now . I know so many of your secrets but spreading your secret(s) to someone else never even cross my mind before . Thanks for doing this girl , thanks .

Im sleeping alone tonight , I wish someone would call though . I miss late night phone calls with , emm , him . Sigh .

Is there someone you know , youre loving them so , but taking them all for granted ?

lovesloves :)

Ive been waiting so long

HIYA.

I counted my peratus for mid - term already , well not really satisfied but glad I didnt fail any subjects . I just hope I can get at least top 5 in class :s

My weakest subject is Chemistry , I scored only 45 :/ I dont understand a thing the teacher is talking about . But I love my Chemistry teacher . She is so naive . I think she doesnt understand a thing about the horny jokes Nas used to make :p and that day she was quite pissed with our results , and she said something like , " saya akan pancung kepala you " , omg damn funny :p

I had McD for lunch , Im craving for Secret Recipe's cheese cake :/

And Im gaining weight , shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit ! I can barely fit into some of my jeans , its quite tight at my thighs :/

Khye Yin and Grace said I look very pale and depressed lately ? Hmm do I ? They keep asking if Im alright . Sometimes I really dont know to say yes or no , gahh FML D;

I wonder if you still care about me like you once did before .

lovesloves :)

Lonely heart of mine

HELLO.


Okay I hate and love today -__-
I got my chinese results , and surprisingly I passed , I didnt expect that I'll pass , really :p I think my chinese teacher is so generous in giving marks ;p


Yesterday was the first day for semester 2 , I told myself that I'll change to be a better person . I had trouble waking up in the morning yesterday , didn't even have time to comb my hair :p


My sister just gave me a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong hug , aww it felt so nice , I love you sister (;


Okay , Im broke -__-






lovesloves :)

Secret Valentine

HELLO.

Its already Sunday and tomorrow school reopens . Sigh , I want more school holidays :(

I got a new novel yesterday , it's P.S. I love you . I jumped in joy when I got the book , it was a present from this special friend of mine . And I'm already at page 230 . Woohoo , that book is a page turner :)

I went to Auntie Nadia's house today since its summer holiday so all my relatives from all the countries over the world are back in Malaysia . Her house is gigantic man -_-

Anyway , I walked around Mutiara Damansara with my sister and my cousin , Leon . We talked about relationships , he is a funny guy . But the weather wasnt so friendly so we only had a 15 minutes walk .

I was cleaning my wardrobe that day and found this shirt given by Epul and Nas last year on my birthday , and I realized I never wore that shirt before :p haha but aww , how sweet of them :D

I lied because I dont want you to know how much it hurts me

lovesloves :)

I was just an option

HELLO.

I watched Sex and the City 2 today , I laiiiiiik :D

And now I want to watch Toy Story 3 , Hilmi is watching it tonight , unfair -_-

Maybe I should go during the weekends :p

Went to Amalin's house and met up with Fatin , Najiha and Ami :)

I sat at the Kastam's playground with Ami only before I leave , we talked . I dont know how to say this but I feel comfortable talking my problems with Ami , not just problems , anything everything :)

Then I saw Epul at al-Fariz so lepak-ed with him for awhile .

I want new slippers and Im bored -_-

Fake smiling ? Im a professional at that .

lovesloves :)

Look at these eyes

HELLO.


I woke up at 7.30 am this morning , SO . FREGGIN . EARLY .
I went to Brickfields with Meagan and Sharul . And I helped this blind woman to cross the road , I feel so happy now . It actually hurts me seeing people around me having disability , but this is life , and life must go on , right ?

I watched Lagenda Budak Setan already . And yes Ami Sufian is right , I cried when I watch -__-
The story was so sad k . Kasyah was so sweet to Ayu . Em watch the movie and you'll know who I'm referring to ;p

Im watching Sex and the City or Toy Story tomorrow *runs in circle* , I hope theres ticket for tomorrow *cross finger* :)

I never thought I'd be in love like this






lovesloves :)

Go away

HELLO.

Photo above taken by Ahmad Ihsan , the wonderful photographer :)

I had chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe for breakfast this morning :D cakes , one of my favourite desert :)
Mhmm , I went to photoshoot with Ihsan , Meagan , Hafiz and Deepak today :D woohoo so awesome , had so much fun :D Wan picked me and my sister from my house , I was so quiet in the car and Wan find it abit weird cause I'm always noisy . Then when Wan send me and my sister home after the photoshoot , I started singing in the car with my sister , laughing out loud , and they say Im back to normal already ;p
Haha , I think its kinda hard for me to keep quiet man :b

Im going to my sister's college tomorrow morning , whenever I enter the college I feel like Im 18 ;p
I had a terrible night last night , hopefully tonight will be better :) *plays the I gotta feeling song ;p *

I had enough , stop playing with my feelings .



lovesloves :)

Youre the thing I really need

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night ,
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light ,
you make me wanna love ,
you make me wanna fall ,
you make me wanna surrender my soul .

" Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love , but that doesnt mean you love them any less .
Sometimes , it even makes you love them more . "

Im finally letting you go , take care of yourself there ,
you told me I'll always be in your heart before ,
well same goes to me , I promise , you'll stay in my heart till the end of time .

I love you alot , please bear this in mind ,
youre the first and last thing on my mind :)

Like we used to

HELLO.

I slept at 4.30 am last night and woke up at 7 this morning , okay insane .

Holidays are so bored , I have nothing to do , but read novels , hmm . I said to myself that I'll study all the science subjects during the school holiday , but I never even touched them , or even look at those reference book . Okay Im very lazy . I told Ami that I'll change after mid terms , I told her that few weeks ago , I hope I can be more hardworking next term , wish me luck ? :D

I went to Atria , Ikea , Curve and E@Curve yesterday . The 4 places are like connected :p

I have nothing to do during this school holiday , so I started playing some lame games at facebook . Its called My Empire , and I need my facebook friends help to help me build those building at my empire . So if youre reading this , and youre my friend at facebook , will you go to my page , and click the 'Help Estee' thing , you dont have to join the game if you dont want to :p

and your help is very appreciated :)

Yesterday midnight , wait scratch that , this morning , around 3.30am , I chatted with Mai Najihah . Okay no doubt , shes so cute okay ;p And she said she felt better after talking to me , aww :D

And as you can see , I changed my header picture for my blog , I got bored so I cut out some of my friends smile , can you find your smile there ? :D

Aiman said seeing those teeth made his day and Qausar said its nice , aww ;)

Im off to shower , bye readers , and I hope youre happy because Im feeling awesome right now :D

Will she love you , like I loved you ?

lovesloves :)

Every night in my dreams , I see you , I feel you

I AM ADDICTED TO MSN GAMES NOW , shit , im a loser o.o

I won in every game I played with Epul , HAHAHA . And he just texted

" Pkul 11 better kau prepare. Match okayy ! Game only. No fb ! :-D "

HAHAHA , okay beroooo ;D


Michelle called and we chatted , then when she wanted to hang up ,


Estee ; okay byeee
Mich ; HAHAHA byee
Estee ; hmm bye only ?
Mich ; uhh what else do you want ?
Estee ; hmm k
Mich ; HAHAHA i love you
Estee ; WHAAAAAT ?
Mich ; I LOVE YOU HAHAHA


Okay something is wrong with this crazy girl today :p

I give up

HELLO.


WOOO ! I watched Killers followed by Letters to Juliet today . Killers was funny , and daymmmmmm , Ashton Kutcher so sexay k ! Then , Letters to Juliet , I cried , omg so emotional , but really I couldnt help it . And there was this part where the movie played the 'Love Story' song , this woman sitting beside me sang so loudly , I mean like , its okay for you to sing , but not so loud la , the cinema is not yours man . And she laugh at everything , like ANYTHING , thank God the movie was great .


1314520 , I told you this before right , Prince Charming ?






lovesloves :)

We belong to You and Me

Haha , pictures that caught my attention :)

This reminded me of why mum confisticated my phone during november 2008 , haha :p

Petite

HELLO.


Aww look at the picture above :D Hazirah Yusof drew it when I first went to their house during PMR break for lunch , aww I miss this girl :) you have no idea how adorable she is , and how she understands your problem even she's only a 8 years old young girl . We used to chat everyday during last year's school holiday , till late night ;p She'll dance at the webcam , and there was once me , her and Rauf were on the webcam , I was like

Estee ; cium abang Rauf

Hazirah and Rauf ; * shows the eee face *

Estee ; alaaaa ;p

Hazirah ; * kisses abang Rauf *

They both laugh after kissing and being kissed :p Haha that scene was funny and sweet at the same time ;'P This girl is so amazing :)
I love you , Hazirah Yusof , I know you dont read my blog but I wanna say thank you for listening to my problems and making me smile when Im down , youre the best baby :D

If you hold me tight , we'll be holding on forever .






lovesloves :)

Impossible

HELLO.

I woke up at 7 this morning -__- I went out with mum and did pedicure :D
My toe nails are now in light pink colour , woohooo my favourite colour , so adorable :D :D


Im sleeping over at granny's place today , yeay , I miss you Popo :)
Anyway , I feel like slapping two bitches faces now -_-

lovesloves :)

Should've said no

HELLO.

SCHOOL WAS SUPERBBBB ! I think :) We have to go to 5F's classroom today since Puan Tham wanted to lock up block D . We didnt study again , and Nas brought packet of 'yogurt fruit sweet' to school , yeah the one Epul is holding in the picture below :) It was YUMMAAAY :9

Mich and Reeta came to my house today , and we watched ' Seed of Chucky ' . Okay its actually quite scary , and that Chucky so hornyyyy ! I remembered Nas saying this to me yesterday ,


Nas ; Haa kau horny lagi , kang Chucky cari kau


HAHAHA :p and Mich and Reeta said they are gonna buy me the Chucky doll for my birthday since I love dolls , EEE , so cruel :p
Anyway , there's this boy at my physics tuition , Im not sure which country he is from , but he got a different type of accent , wooo so cool :D


Can we pretend nothing ever happened and be together again ? We could change the ending .


lovesloves :)

Your love is my drug

HELLO.


MID TERM IS OVERVERVERVER ! Yeay , I dont have to sit at that miserable left corner in the class anymore . Can't even feel a tad bit of wind , and when I'm doing my calculation for the science subjects , there will be spider popping out out of the blue , and it's so hard to ignore the spider you know -__-


I went to McD with Mich at the evening today . Aww so best hanging out with her , talked about my problems , gah I feel better now :) And when we was crossing the road , she was like


Mich ; You know whenever Ben cross the road , he'll walk like damn slow and expect the car to wait for him
Estee ; Whaaaat ? Aiyooo , so bodohhh !


After crossing the first road , we have to cross another road , and ...


Estee ; Eh jom we walk slowlyyy ! *walks slowly*
Mich ; Who is the one that said is bodoh just now ? Aiyo I dont get you chinese people la


We didnt learn at school today . Got some results , results , lets not mention about it -_-
So , me , Mich , Reeta , Ami , Sab , Afiq and Nas sat together and talked about so many craps . From scary movie to chucky to sperms -_- to chemistry to nerd and macam macam , aiyo laughed like mad :)
I miss texting with you in the morning :')


Someone come and save my life






lovesloves :)