Somebody call 911 ,
I AM SO CONFUSE RIGHT NOW .
Survive
HELLO.
Some people are attacking me at formspring . But because of this , I realized who truly care about me . Im trying to deal with them , I have no idea what I did to him/her , whoever it is . But its okay , go on anony , I have Tasha Halim with me :)
" oh my god! who was it? do you think its probably ______? don't worry. whoever did that was just jealous lah. you should feel even sorry-er for her because if she had a life, she wouldn't have done that. that was just one miserable bitch. you're definitely nothing of what she said okay! you're great just the way you are. people who can't accept that, its their loss :) " - Tasha Halim :')
Aww I love you :')
And Michelle Nyanam , suddenly I felt happy :)
And some people are complaining about my blog ? Oh my God , pathetic much ? Its MY blog -___-
lovesloves :)
You spin my head right round
HELLO.
The last song and Eclipse is coming out on my birthday , ohmygod cant wait cant waitttttttttt :D :D
But I dont think I will be able to watch with the person I want to watch with :( :(
Uncle Lawrence texted : Yo yo wassup gals!! Coming over?
Haha , he's back from Thailand , yeay yeay :D
Mich and Nareeta came to my houese today , we studied physics together . I studied physics from 11.30am - 7.00 pm man , oh my god -___-
lovesloves :)
How deep is your love ?
HELLO.
Got my results for Maths already . I scored 30/30 for paper 1 , 62/70 for paper 2 , which means I achieved 92 for Maths , oh yeah baby ;p
I love you ,
also means I love you more than anyone else loves you , or has loved you , or will love you , and also , I love you in a way that no one loves you , or has loved you , or will love you , and also , I love you in a way that I love no one else , and never have loved anyone else , and never will love anyone else .
My tears still cant resist falling when I read back your private blog ,
or should I say , the everlasting memories we shared .
lovesloves :)
Maybe , just maybe
HELLO.
Aww look at the pictures above , so sweet right ?
Hmm why can't life be like fairytale , just like a story always with a happy ending . The prince will do anything for the princess , sigh .
Exams is killing me . I can't believed I spent around 9 hours studying Bio , omg -___-
But it's okay , only 9 papers left , sabar sabar :)
I cant get you off my mind , nobody knows it but me .
I shouldve been trying to prove that you were all that mattered to me .
I shouldve said all the things that I kept inside me .
Maybe I could have made you believe , that what we had ,
was all we'd ever need .
I miss you like crazy , boy ♥
lovesloves :)
Im still here for you
HELLO.Sorry for not updating frequently since it's exam week . The conversations above are on Sunday midnight . YES , I miss chatting with them . And I remembered how close we used to be during form 2 , we used to have a lot , A LOT in common , aww those ever lasting memories :')
I can't wait for the holidays . I hope I can go to Bangcock during the holidays :D
I tried so hard telling myself that I dont only exist when you need me , but the truth is , I only exist when you need something . I shall stop lying to myself .
That boy is a monster , he ate my heart .
lovesloves :)
Forever After
FUCK SO TRUE -__-
He's always on my mind , from the time I wake up till I close my eyes .
Whats up with me ? What the hell am I thinking ? I hate it when I stay up late at night , and think about stuffs I shouldnt think , get me ?
Even now he's gone , Im still holding on .
So tell me where do I start , cause its breaking my heart , dont wanna let him go .
I love you , you - know - who .
You have no idea how much you mean to me .
All I can do is hope and pray , that our hearts will find their way back , for my love to come back someday .
Stop playing with my heart
HELLO.
AHHH I WATCHED SHREK FOREVER AFTER ALREADY :D
The movie was so sweet , for me . Maybe it's because Ive always been a Shrek fan :p
Ill rate 9/10 for the movie , woohoo :D
Had Add Maths today , okay I screwed up my paper 2 -__-
Im so pissed at myself right now ;(
Having Moral paper tomorrow , wish me luck !
If you want me let me know , baby let it show , honey dont you fool around .
lovesloves :)
Meow
I miss you terribly
HELLO.
Auntie Audrey texted ; Dear John is a pg turner n can identify a character wif one of our family! Wan u 2 read n v wil discuss about tis character between 3 of us, ok?
The 'between 3 of us' is referring to me , my sister and aunt Audrey :) WOOOT , can't wait to read the book :D
Had a conversation with Deepak today ,
Me ; How's exam ?
Deepak ; Okay la , yours ?
Me ; My exam is starting tomorrow . WOOT Im watching Shrek tomorrow
Deepak ; *shows the face* Its exam and you can go and watch movie ? Im so dissapointed with you
Me ; :/
Deepak ; Im so dissapointed with you
:'(
Having Add Maths for tomorrow , wish me luck !
lovesloves :)
Kiss me
HELLO.
Teacher's day is celebrated at my school today . Sometimes we get crappy teachers who can't teach us everything in good english or maybe teachers who elongate a short formula , but we still have to be grateful they are still here to try and teach us , right ?
And to that conclusion , Happy Teacher's Day :)
Omg , why am I talking about teachers ?
The celebration was so-so , more to boring I think . Oh well , its over now . But I have to admit that my school's teacher(s) are more sporting compared to other school's teachers :)
Oh we are doing some Biology experiment tomorrow based on the Vitamin C in various fruit juice . So on Friday , I was sitting next to Michelle while we were doing our Biology report ,
Mich ; Which juice is highest in vitamin C ?
Estee ; My juice :)
HAHAHA , after saying that , she showed me 'the-face' . Yes I get very sick when Im with friends that Im confortable with :)
It's so sweet right when a boy calls you out of random and played the 'Kiss me' song with his guitar . My heart melted ♥
Chinese Paper 1 exam tomorrow , wish me luck !
lovesloves :)
Task
" Can you hear me say , dont throw me away "
HELLO.
Hmm sometimes I really wonder which to choose between hurt by the truth or protected by a lie . Hm you think ? :/
Just now Mum was watching tennis , and suddenly she asked us
Mummy ; Why is Rafael Nadal keep pulling his .. underwear ?
Aunty Audrey ; There's ball inside . Balls as in tennis balls .
HAHAHA , I cant stop laughing :p And Aunty Madeline said Rihanna have a song , and the lyrics was something like the dick is always standing , big and hard . Im like what the fuck ? HAHAHA :P yenna my family :)
I miss the times when you pinch my cheek and say " COOOOOMEL " D':
lovesloves :)
I can never explain
HELLO.
Woah my day was awesome :D
School was okay I think , hmm no comment . After school , Mich followed me home :) mum bought her keuy teow , we ate lunch together :D
She wanted to shower at my house . Well em my toilet have two doors , and I told Mich Im gonna open the door when she shower ( ;p ;p ) , so she took the key for one of the toilet door and I have the key for the other toilet door . I opened the door before she shower and she took the key away :p It was funny :p
Then Ami , Amalin and Nareeta came . We studied Bio , and the teacher was MICHELLE :D
Best weyh belajar with them , whatever she taught I still remember , yay :D
I had a good time , seriously :)
Anyway , Im so pissed with my phone now , its so fucked up , but I think I should be glad because its still functioning , but abit CACAT ? -___-
Its raining outside , rainy days reminded me of you , I dont know why :)
Oh , I always feel happy when I heard all about you (;
You make me crazier
HELLO.I love you comel :D
I watched A Nightmare on Elm Street at Tropicana City Mall today . And I saw Idraki at the food counter :) Em well , the movie wasnt THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT scary , it was okay , not really that good actually . But I had fun :)
I finished Chemistry's revision already , waaa so proud of myself :D :D
Nothing much to talk about , school was okay overall . But I really wanna apologize to some people out there because I've been showing faces and scolding some people randomly , my mood swing is really bad these few days , Im so sorry :(
Tonight , can't imagine that Im by your side :)
lovesloves :)
IM A HUMAN BEING AS WELL
HELLO.I love you , mummy :)
Okay , so yeah it's mother's day :) Yes I know mummy , I made you angry this afternoon , but like I didnt did it on purpose , hmm so yeaaah , sorryyyy :/
Went to Ikea for breakfast this morning , and I forgotten that I had physics tuition , but thank God I manage to go to tuition :)
Just had dinner with family and we celebrated dad's birthday , which is tomorrow :)
so ,
I love you , daddy :)
Sorry daddy , I know I havent been a good daughter , but I love it when you give me advice about boyfriends , especially last year , aww I remembered :')
P/s ; that cake is superbbb !
Oh I found out that there's this , em
HELLO MONDAY -___- Puan Rohana seperated us into groups and told us to do some project , and the deadline is tomorrow . Well , me and my group members havent even decided what to do , awesome I know :D
I miss your smile :'(
lovesloves :)
Hold me in your arms
HELLO.
I just had dinner with Auntie Whendi and family :) wah I didnt know that me and one of my cousin share the same birth date .
Keren :D he looks kinda fair in the webcam yesterday :p
If I had you , I'll be the happiest girl in the world :)
I dont feel so alive
HELLO.
wah spent the night chatting with these crazies minah :p
I Miss Wun :(
Nothing much to talk about at school . I have no idea why do I always feel so sleepy during school hours . So I will sleep at Mich's lap , and take some chairs to sambung blakang to make it like a bed , woohoo feels so good :D
Last night was awesome :')
lovesloves :)
I need to escape
Everyday ,
I fight back the urge to text you or call you , telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me , you would .
Blaaah , just so sick and tired of this . ~%^&*()_+
I miss your random textS .
Say it right
HELLO.
I went to lunch with Grace and Yuen Shin yesterday . Omg so funny weyh when I eat with them , macam macam stories they told me ;p HAHA :P then mum sent all of us home :)
Today , Puan Rafidah , Puan Jasmine and En Ananda wasnt around . Which means there are no Bio , Moral and English lesson today . There was this time when Mich was sitting next to me on a chair , and I was sitting on the floor . Then my mouth was fulled with water , and I asked Mich if she wanna see my " fountain " or not , but obviously I was just fooling around . Then ,
Estee ; * pout face *
Mich ; Emm , fountain rosak is it ?
Estee ; * sprays water to her baju kurung *
Seriously it was very funny , and .... disgusting ? :p
Then during Add Maths , the class was seriously damn quiet , cause everyone was paying attention . Then , I said something to Mich , and she was like
Mich ; Talk some more I throw this tissue at you
Estee ; * still laughing *
Mich ; * throws tissue *
Estee ; EEE HAHAHAHAH !
It was a random laugh and everyone looked at us , haha Michelle Michelle :p
I had fun at school today :D
You are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep :)
I told you that before , right ? :D
lovesloves :)
If I never knew you
HELLO.
School was okay . Bored to be exact . But well , me and Michelle did something very insane today but I dont think its safe to mention here since there are some teacher's pet reading my blog :D
As usual , I went to Add Maths home tuition today . And we learnt about locus , and I got correct for all the questions , woohooo , and I think because of that I kinda love add maths , HAHAHA :P
Waaa exam is in another 2 weeks , feel so lazy to studyyyyy :(
Oh and guess what ? Somebody called yesterday , telling me that I terpilih for MSSM Squash . Like woah , wtf ? MSSM ? What ? Well I dont know if it's a prank call or what , but he sounded quite serious with the detais and crap :O
When I knew it , I straight grab my cell and called him , and he didnt believe . Well nobody believed , quite hurting to be honest :p
Puan Khoo told me not to enter , hmm .
But my family all told me to join , saying that I could gain some experience , meet new people and all . Well , its a good thing they're giving me courage and being so supportive , but my teacher told me not to join , WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ? :(
I'm so happy today , everything feels so good , thank you love :')
I love you so much okay ? (;
I wonder if he feels the same :/
lovesloves :)
Little taste of heaven
HELLO.
It's SUNDAY , and it's already 1.30 pm and Im still in my pyjamas , ahhh I love Sundays :')
Im doing History notes , waaa so many homework to do since I havent been doing my homeworks lately , blaah couldnt get the lazyness in me out of me -__-
Im playing Hotel City at Facebook very often lately , to be honest , I think that Playfish's games are so cute , the way they dance and all , HAHA :P
I think Ive been taking too many panadols lately , I can feel the taste of panadol when Im swallowing my saliva , hmm o.o
I miss staying up late till 4 in the morning . I feel so weak nowadays , around 1am I already feel sleepy -__- I NEED MORE ENERGY :/
Nothing much to talk about . Except that it feels so weird not texting you , hmm I miss you :(
Word of the day : Sigh .
Come on come on , say that we'll be together :'(
lovesloves :)
Boy you are like magic
It's when Im standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that Im still in love with you . Its when Im sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up because Im afraid . Its when Im really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize youre the only one who really knew me at all . Its when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment . Its when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me .
I still remember all the sweet things you said , they keep me up at night . What happened to us , hmm ?
I still remember all the sweet things you said , they keep me up at night . What happened to us , hmm ?
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