I lie awake and miss you



HELLO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUF YUSOF
(; (; (;

" semakin handsome yeah awak ? " HAHA :P


School was okay . Afiq bought a skipping rope to school , woohoo I can do the X thing when I jump , haha , Epul was shocked , see dont test my power , HAHAHA :P
I think Puan Koay Yin Yin is so blur , she doesnt know whats shes teaching o.o But today when Chemistry finish , I went to her and I was like

Estee ; TEACHER , youre so cute la
Puan Koay ; *smiles* HAA really ah ? Cute as in appearance or personality ?

Omg I wanted to laugh but tahan je la , HAHA :P

Oh guess what I found ? TADAAAA !





Syaza gave it to me when I was Form 1 , suddenly I realized how much I miss her , how are you caa ? ;(



lovesloves :)

Train me


HELLO.

I think the girl in the picture above is so pretty :)
School was okay . Me and Michelle decorated the board for Taekwondo , we used 1 hour to finish up that thing . It looks simple , but seriously it's not easy doing that . We even took out that glass thing that protects the board , and the worst part is there's some bird or lizard shit sticking on the glass , and I have to scrub those faeces away , disgusting , I know . But the mak cik that cleans the school helped us , awww :')

I'm having school tomorrow , ahh it's a Saturday , suppose to be a 'wake-up-late' day , but turned out to be a 'wake-up-early' day :'(
Oh , I just finished a bottle of solution for my contact lens , so I threw the bottle into the dustbin in my room . Mum scolded me , asking me why didnt I throw it into the recycle bin in the house . She said that even though we are not really affected by the environment , we should help others too . For the first time , she's telling me about environment , wow o.o

" sepuluh NINE lapan SEVEN enam FIVE empat THREE dua ONE "
Deep down inside my heart , I really wish that we will never have any 'goodbyes' .



lovesloves :)

Heart shape


HELLO.

On Monday , we did a small drama in the class based on Forum Remaja 2020 . Its about some alien coming down to Malaysia telling 3 students ( Ami , Amalin , Epul ) about the future . Mhmm , so I acted as Maklum Utopia 1 ( the alien ) and Mich is Maklum Utopia 2 :) and Rauf is the narrator :)

Today , Nas being the typical Nasrullah going around disturbing people . So Nas came to my place , and Puan Rohana came after awhile , asking us

Puan Rohana ; Kamu ni MU ke ?
Estee ; *raises up both hands* MUUUUUUUU !
Puan Rohana ; Tahu MU tu ape ?
Estee ; MANCHESTER UNITED !
Puan Rohana ; Bukan
Estee & Nas ; Habis ?
Puan Rohana ; MAKLUK UTOPIA !

She's so cute right ? ;p Mhmm , went to tuition just now . I laughed alot during History . Cikgu Mages was telling us that mase Zaman Jahiliah , some people memakai cincin tembaga & perak , dikatakan boleh menjadi kuat . Then I was like ,

Estee ; Whats tembaga ?
Mich ; Silver I think
Estee ; Whats perak ?
Mich ; Silver also I think
Estee ; * shows THE face , and put my left hand on Mich's table *
Mich ; What is this ?
Estee ; * takes out the silver stabilo pen * Draw please :)
Mich ; * drew a 'ring' *
Estee and Mich ; HAHAHAHA , WHAT THE !@#$% ?
Oh and ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR AINI ,
i love you (;


Tim Urban is out from American Idol , AHHHH :'(


lovesloves :)

Buzz like a bee


HELLO.

Yesterday , during PJK , I played basketball with the girls . Gosh , seriously they made me went insane , sitting down laughing to myself at the basketball court . Haha , for the first time , I enjoyed PJK :)

Yesterday I was walking to KFC with Michelle and Nareeta . It was around 8 , so when I was walking , a car nearly hit me , woooo the way I turn my body to avoid the car , awesome man , HAHAHA :P

I didn't really have fun at school today :/ And do you guys have any idea how gatal that bitch can be ? I admit I dont really know you and I have no rights to judge you , but like , agak agak aa , think before you do something , and please stop your drama , I really would slap your bloody face if I could . So much for ' alim ' , urgh -_-


meet my part time lover and a full time friend , dickballs :D


Staying up late night was worth it , I guess hearing your voice before I went to bed is one of the greatest thing that have ever happened to me :)



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Piggyback ride


HELLO.

It's Monday :) We had assembly this morning , Puan Rajoo asked some History questions spontaneously , and the way she wants us to answer is so funny , the price for each question was a scientific calculator , she was like " COME ON ANSWER FOR SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR , CEPAT CEPAT " and with her sexy Sari , I can see her tummy :D

During BM , we have to write an essay based on ' Keistimewaan Malaysia di mata pelancongan ' . Something like this I think ? At this one paragraph , we have to write about Menara Kembar Kuala Lumpur , so Ami was telling me to write theres shopping mall and office inside the Menara Kembar KL , and I was like

Estee ; office dalam BM o f i s eh ?
Epul ; pejabat la Ya Allah .

Haha , okay clearly show how sucky my BM is ;p Mr Ananda came today , so we had English . We did literature . We did the short story title ' The fruitcake special ' . I enjoyed it , we was discussing when is the ideal age to get married , are we gonna get a baby right after marriage and stuff . It was fun ;p

I miss laughing out loud and I miss Tasha's warm hug , hmm :/



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Suspicious Mind


HELLO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MOHAMMAD HILMI :)

I hope you had a blast one (;

I went Taekwondo today , and I realized its been a long time since I last went for training . Sir was quite pissed , he said we have attitude problem o.o Seriously , I didnt have the intention to purposely go late to Taekwondo . I woke up late , so yeah :/ Gahh , to be honest , I miss Wushu , I miss all the fun we used to have . Like theres always laughter in the hall , I'm not saying I'm not enjoying Taekwondo , I am , its just , I really wish Wushu Club still exist ;(

Mid - term is in a month :/
I think I kinda like Bio lesson now :p Puan Rafidah doesnt really get mad when we're noisy , and we can play with that skeleton thing , haha :p

Your voice was the soundtrack of MY summer :)



lovesloves :)

World behind my wall


HELLO.

School was okay , had a lot of homeworks for Maths :/
anyway , I went to CF today to celebrate easter :) OMG , Michael can sing man o.o And you know , Puan Phoon and Puan Ng gave me advice about how to choose your future husband , aiyooo ;p

OHH , we did some experiment for Chemistry , woohooo so cool man :p


Tasha called , omg suddenly I realized I miss her so badly , and yeah congrats baby :)
I love you , definitely more than him I think ? ;p



lovesloves :)

Emi ,


But I can't help falling in love with you !



lovesloves :)

Heaven can wait


HELLO.

Had Squash yesterday , yeah thats all I'm gonna say about it :) we went there by Puan Khoo's car , her car damn cun I tell you :)

TODAY :D school was okay , I wasnt in the hyper mood :/ went on a date to Sunway with Michelle baby :D we planed to watch Clash of the Titans but turned out watching Date Nights , omg so sweet weyh the cerita , and its 18PL *woot woot* :p everything was so smooth when we went there :D nobody was lining up to buy tickets at the cinema and A&W , and we left there around 7pm and reached KJ at 7.10pm , like wow o.o
then we ate at Splendid :p suddenly the Nobody song was played , I danced , omg just couldnt control :p and when I took Mich's phone from her , she chased me in the restaurant , and everyone was looking , omg so malu :p
But I seriously had a great time with her , she's like my happy pil :)
I texted Mich , and I said

Estee ; Thank you baby for today :)
Mich ; Haha i knew u were happy :) ur welcome sayang =)

I feel extremely happy suddenly , maybe because of his text :)
okay I'm tired , toodles (;




lovesloves :)

Power of love


HELLO.

Hey :D I went to McD with sister today , like just the both of us . I asked her some stupid teka - teki and got her laughing like some crazy woman . Then I played Squash with her , guess today is a ' hang - out - with - sister ' day :D

Tournament is like few hours away , omg :/
Rauf said its okay to lose , since they expected me to lose . Eeee :p
Nas said kalah pun kalah la , haha :p

Anyway , I found out that when nobody is watching me playing Squash , I can play smoothly , but when someone is watching , I lost focus . Like seriously , I cant play properly . Gaah :/
Guess this is what he meant by ' kene kuatkan mental ' , hmm :(

I slept really late last night and I didnt take my nap this afternoon , I'm tired :/
Hmm , wish me luck people , byeee :D



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His shirt , be jealous bitch ;D


HELLO.


Hey people , meet Deepak Nair :D damn he is so funny la :p but we shall keep that 'antena' thing a secret before she finds out :p


I skipped Taekwondo since it was raining this morning and its so nice to sleep :) Squash tournament is in two days , I'm so afraid :/


:D :D :D


Credits to Fifah Kamaruddin :)
Panglima won for Hari Sukan anyway , WOOHOO yellow house rocks :D



lovesloves :)

Colour my world


HELLO.

Hi bloggie :D I went to school today , suprisingly Nas came too , since he said he wont come . Did nothing much but I had fun during Chemistry , that Puan Koay seriously loves to kenekan me and Mich , BUT ALWAYS FAIL ;P

Taekwondo is on tomorrow , but I feel so lazy to go , and mum is so lazy to send . Hmm the word lazy seems to be like some inheritance from the first generation of the Wong family , haha :p
I feel so happy these days , seems like everything is going on so smoothly , yay :D

You made me shine in the dark , love :')



lovesloves :)

It's killing me


HELLO.

I played Squash today with Rauf , Afiq , Epul , Nas , Michelle and Michael *amalin take note of this ;p* :D
Oh my God , the tournament is next Monday , I'm so afraid , I asked Afiq if I kalah camne , and he was like , malukan KJ . DAMN :(

I PLAYED NAS'S PSP AND WON FIRST PLACE AGAIN , woohooo ;p ;p
anyway , I am currently chatting with my favourite little sister , Aini Yusof at msn , and she told me about prefects camp , and she said her friends told her that mase mandi , I wanted the gayung , but I said mangkuk . HAHAHA , omg some people just realize the littlest thing , and I didnt even realize I said the mangkuk thing , haha :p

Oh I asked Michelle what will her life be if I didnt exist in her life , and she said it will be boring . Aww I'm flattered :')



lovesloves :)

How can I love you ?


HELLO.

I love Amirah Sufian and Michelle Carmen Isabella , they are the greatest . Before I went tuition , I just felt like crying so badly because of some shit I found out , but during tuition , I laughed like some crazy woman . Maybe Mich is right , whatever she do and say I will just laugh . Even just walking beside Ami with milo ais in our hands , I can burst into laughter .

I had this conversation with Mich yesterday , she was sitting beside me in class , I was like ,

" damn my muscles hurts man "
" please just shut up "
" why ? dont tell me because I dont have any muscles "
" omg that was what I wanted to say "

Haha , great mind think alike , fools seldom differ much ? ;p

I love you both , thanks for replying my messages even if its 4 in the morning , hugs :D



lovesloves :)

Lies


HELLO.

I'm back , home sweet home . Camp sucked . Yes seriously , it wasnt exciting and it was all about religion , like wtf , its a prefects camp -_-

But I did had a little fun , yes just a little . Team members are awesome , but the camp was really a disappointment .

I went to school today , Ami's message gave me a shock last night , that girl aa :)
I miss my friends and him of course :D
Nothing much to say , my hand are full of plasters due to the camp , urgh .



lovesloves :)

Our lips can touch


HELLO.

I had lots of fun at school from Monday and Thursday , I wasnt like 'dead' , couldn't stop laughing oh . Till Afiq was like " Kau pahal senyum sorg sorg ha ? " HAHA :P
I FREGGIN PASS MY ADD MATHS , WOOHOO WOOHOO :D :D
well I actually failed , got 26 / 100 , but thanks to PEBEL , I got 41 / 100 , Puan Khoo gave me 20 / 20 for PEBEL when I never complete her homeworks , haha ;p

Prefects camp is tomorrow . To be honest , I'm scared , real scared . Before this , all the camps Ive been to I have my sister , Keren , Nicole , Tasha and Ezrul to take care of me . But this year , all of them are not here with me , like all . I guess it's time for me to be independent ? And I'm no longer a junior , gosh I'm so afraid :/

So yeah ,
A W A Y

2 / 4 - 4 / 4
I will miss you blog , facebook , msn and formspringggg :(



lovesloves :)