kawan


" okay tak ni ? "
" okay "
" cube gelak skit "
" hahahaha "
" haaaaaa "

haha , smtimes i do wonder if he's a girl :)

fighting for love

HELLO.

i just got back from sogo , went shopping for clothes ,
ahh im so happy <3
' shopping is my expertise ' , hehehe :p

I HATE ADD MATHS ,
I NEED HELP -_____-

i hate homeworks ,
i love 4A 2010 :')

Auntie ivy and Uncle bernard just arrived from Australia ,
im so happy to see them (:
UNCLE LAWRENCE COME BACK FAST WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WILL YOU ?
I HOPE YOURE READING THISSSSS !
and i want a paul frank shirt please please pleaseeeeee ? :D :D :D


we gotta fight fight fight fight
fight for this love

choices

miss woo added me at facebook ,
accept or not ? o.o

HELLO.
its saturday , and im doing my maths homework :D
should i go to mr thiru for add maths tuition ? :/


chinese new year is two weeks away ,
but i dont think im , excited ?
since alisya and bryan will be at england during chinese new year ,
which mean i will be stuck with leon and dota only ,
hooboy so boring o.o


my sister is cleaning the house ,
and i think she is a superwoman :p


ohh , nas entered 4A yesterday ,
the class is a little more ceria than before i think ? :p
and afiq , get well soon yeah :)


i miss Nur Hazirah binti Yusof , the times when she used to dance and sing on the webcam :(
and kissing Rauf on the webcam , hahaha comellllll ;p




" one , 21 guns , throw up your ... arms "
** arms out of tune **
" arms ? "
** laughs together ** :')

fall on me


HELLO.


today is amirah haziyah's and nurul fatin's last day :'(
did a small farewell party for haziyah during sejarah and rehat , damn puan thana is so sporting , i like herr ;p
we had a cake fight and yeah it was awesomee :D

i think puan tay is crazy , im so gonna do her homework from now on o.o


oh well , estee wish both of you the best of luck in your new school and hope mase raye ke ape we can jumpe lagi , sayang korg (;

sky

HELLO.

im so tired man :(
lost to Rauf during squash , haha i suck :p
but had a great time (:

went to tuition , sat beside aiman , haha :p
i sat between aiman and mich , and aiman was like ,

" igt tak last year najihah potong rambut orang yg kita tak kenal ? "

OMG , DAMN -____- i remember , sumpah rindu , that was the time , March or April i think , during the seminar for pmr , we paid 100 bucks , and me , Rauf , aiman , mich and najihah sat at the behind row , we were like the most behind ones , and we was playing around the whole seminar , nad got so bored till she cut the person sitting infront of us punya rambut , haha serious kesian that guy :p

anyway , me and mich teman aiman to kk today since he's not going for bm , he belanje me and mich some food . when me and mich was going back to tuition , aiman shouted ' thanks weh ' , and we was like ' THANKSSSS ' , and me and mich said the same time , ' i miss last year ' , aww :'(

i betta run for physics report , ee malasnya :/


you took my breath away

im your princess (:

HELLO.

i finished my hw at school again , except bio :p

just got back from supper with mum , had a nap in the evening when it was raining heavily , and the aircon in my room was turned on , ahh had a great time :D

couldnt join recess with ezrul and bal today :(
ohh , kem pengawas is on 2 - 4 april , woooooot cant wait :p

woooo johan bought me a squash ball , and im so not gonna lose it anymore this time :p
i think im learning to appreciate people and things around me , aw :')

shall continue bio , nite people :D




you will still have my heart ,
until the end of time .

i am no saint

HELLO.

wooohooo , i finished chem and maths hw at school today , feel so proud of myself :')

went to epul's house with Rauf today , showered and had lunch .
i used his facial foam , the biore men's facial foam , and i think my face is so gatal now ,
HAHAHA :P

anyway , i didnt went to rumah sukan , damn lazy weyh :/
ami nas khairul came along to epul's house around 3.30 .
Maaaak sent me home :')

having tuition till late night tonight , eee malasnya :(



you're the best thing i never knew i needed (;

im lost

Sigh.

I find people around me fake these days . Fake , very . Did you realized that when you are with her you act differently , when you are with me , you act like this , and when you are with him , you act like that . It feels so , stupid . I mean like , why do you want to be fake ? Why can't you just be yourself ? I have eyes , I can see -_-

Believe in the saying 'what goes around comes around' ? Afiq told me about that saying before . But I find myself having a difficult time to believe in that . I cared about her when she's down , whenever she's down , I'll ask and care . But when I'm down , I see her laughing o.o


I apologize if there is whoever that have that terasa feeling :)

its you i miss

" jom webcam ? "
" my face not nice la now "
" what do you mean ? someone hurt my baby ? "

aww , keren so shweet :')

anyway , went to pasar malam tadi and saw my babies excluding epul and nas , hehe :p
had a little chat with uncle Robin ,

" im not joining wushu anymore :( "
" why ? what happened ? "
" they close the club already , no tutor i guess , but im joining taekwondo now "
" ohh . try to find out if you can continue wushu outside , it will be good to continue "
" alrightttttt :) "


didnt went to school today , and had a great time in the morning :)

i asked raimi if we have any hw for maths at msn , he said pn ng gave us some question and have to salin it from the board ,
so he on his webcam , and let me copy all the questions , semangat gilaa :p
so i was like

" raimi baik thankssssssssss "
" -______- "

HAHAHAHAH :P

whats worth fighting for

MENYAMPAH -_-


HELLO .

school was bored , dia takde :/

anyway , did our first chem experiment , fuhh estee buat macam pro ohh ;p HAHAHA :P


sayang budak gedik ni (:


nothing to write , bye .

awesome




HELLO.


IM SO TIRED . god -_-
i was kemas-ing my school bag last night , and i realized i have so many undone homeworks . im getting lazier :/

anyway , i ate ice cream this morning at school , and everyone was like
" makan ice cream pagi pagi ? " haha :p
the reason was because i need the ice cream stick for bio experiment :p
but having an ice cream in the morning definitely made my day since i love ice creams :')

did our first bio experiment , best gila kut ? ;p
it was about plant cell and animal cell , haha too long to story (:

after school , went back home , lunch shower , and went back to schl . walked to epul's hse with Rauf , nas , epul and afiq . stayed at his house for awhile since we were all wet due to the rain , then walk to kelana parkview with them to play squash , omg they main so hebat man -_-

had tuition around 5.30 , I SO DONT WANT TO SIT BESIDE AIMANZ ANYMORE DURING TUITION . haha :p he just cant stop bullying me mann :p



should be at bed now , nites readers :)

im so glad to be yours


:)

HELLO .


I feel like watching 13 going on 30 again :( the last time i watched was last saturday i think , before returning the cd to Rauf . One of my favourite movie , that movie is so sweeeeet :')

had recess with ezrul , deepak , siu pin and bal . ezrul belanje nasi and all , yay ezrul :)
ezrul and deepak is so sick , yes very sick .
and ezrul said i laugh at everything , haha ;p had a great time with them (;

after recess sucks . sigh , im not happy , i feel bad for making mr ananda dissapointed , didnt knew he trust me so much , gah , blog is too public to tell the story .

after school , walk to jemari with Rauf , ami , amalin , epul , mich , sab and nareeta . had lunch with ami amalin epul and nas . their tomyam , (Y) .

im doing maths , byee :)




p/s ; there's a reason i put the picture above ,

special


HELLO .

this morning it rained , how nice if i dont have to wake up for school :/
school was okay , some people got their school mags already ,
two thumbs up for Amirah Haziyah for writing a good story called ' Pulau yang istimewa ' for 3 Amanah last year , she described me as gadis cina yang kecik molek , i think , haha , READ IT :')

after school , walked to epul's hse with amalin and ami , they went home and i followed epul home . showered and had lunch there , sharul was watching boys over flowers with his bibik , aww i miss watching boys over flowers , and they were showing the part when jun pyo announce jan di as his girlf , so sweeeeet <3

nas came , 3 of us walk to school for latihan rumah sukan , zz boring ,
wasted time there , they didnt even take your attendance -.-

currently im doing maths , PUAN NG IS CRAZY for giving so many homework , thank god i love the subject .
anyway , i think im getting add maths slowly , but still weak at physics :/


im having tuition later , challo ;)

i cant think of anything

but you



HELLO.


school was tiring , well not really tiring , but i dont know , i find myself so weak these days , feel like i have some health problem going on , haha .
anyway , my class got the dirtiest class for last week , omg .


I MISS TASHA :'(


this morning , in the pengawas room , puan azlina was talking about kem pengawas with darshinii , PREFECTS CAMP , YAY YAY :D
i always love prefects camp , excited , whoohoo :)

so cool ? :D :D

ilalalaloveyouuuuuuuuu (;

how can i pretend to be so strong ?


" sayang , im cold :( "
" gedik, imagine im right beside you now, feeling better bby girl? :) "


haha yes , i use that " im cold " excuse almost everytime ;p

uncle lawrence is back , yay yay :D
but he's going back to thailand on monday :(
and i realized uncle lawrence's eyes is hazel in colour , like afiq's eyes ,
so unfair >_<


" uncle lawrenceeee , i wanna wear coloured contacts la "
" why ? "
" pretty ma "
" cannot "

-________-

my next target for coloured lens will be mum , muahaha >:D

every word i said its true

this i promise you (;


5 years and still counting :)


HELLO.

i was suppose to sleep at around 12.30am last night , then tetibe my sis video called with keren , so i joined , aww it was so fun kan keren ? :'D
he sent us the 'kiss a girl' song , and we sing and dance on the webcam , omg best gilaa , i miss dancing -.-
slept at 1.15 last night due to this video call , but it was worth it (:

" KEREN KEREN , I LOOK SO WHITE IN THE WEBCAM ,
CANNOT SEE MY JERAWAT MANNN "

HAHAHAHA :P


went for taekwondo today , it was okay i guess ?
im in wushu for 3 years already , guess i really need time to change myself into a taekwondo-ian .
for wushu , we call our teacher by their names but for taekwondo they call them 'sir' ,
and we have to bow to elton man , woot woot :p
but the master for taekwondo are friendly (:

had a great day :D



" im here la, jngan takut :D "
awww , 15/1 , 2055 :')

theres no replacement for youuUF


aini aini :D
hello , taekwondo ? :/

the last three letters

HELLO

good day i think ? ;)
had a good time bullying khairul and afiq during physics with amalinnn ;p
sorry sorry , HAHAH :P

had a house meeting for koko this morning , pn khoo wanted me to be the naib SU ,
but nawh , i gave it to khairul , too much work i guess :/
NURUL AMALINA AHMAD wrote my name for lontar peluru , very nice yeah sayang :p
nak masuk lariiii :D


I DONT GET ADD MATHS -_-


auntie audrey and grandma is coming back from macau today ,
uncle lawrence coming back from thailand tmrw :')



- you made me feel like we are back in year 2009 :') -

his waist


comel tak ? :')


bella brown look so sexay here <3

HELLO :D
first of all ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NOR SHAIFUL GEMUK IRWAN :D
thanks for every every everything :)


14/1 , so its the sports meeting for koko today , joined squash since i was in squash last year . before this , nasrullah told me he is joining squash , igt he gurau jea , tgk tgk he really join :p
Pn Khoo choose me as the treasurer and Rauf is the presidenttt *clap clap clap clap* :)
epul is the vice president and nas is the secretary and afiq is the naib treasurer , HAHAHA :P


ronda block with ihsan , deepak , nicky and ezrul during rehat ,
and went to class with ezrul , even though it wasnt long , but i had a great time talking to ezrul ;)
had a great day at school ,
especially mase chemistry i guess ;p

after school , we made a suprise party for shaiTTTTTul :p haha , me , Rauf , nas and afiq tumpang Rauf's mak to bakers cottage , then me and Rauf went and buy the cake while afiq and nas went to giant to buy the paper cups etc .

haha , and the picture explains all , epul suap amalin , awwww :')
then then , i naik motor ngan afiqq , HAHAHAHA , the last time i went on a bike was during form 2 :p then Rauf bawak naik motorrr , ee best gila oh bila dia speed :')


" serious i jalan kaki , you caye i tak ? "
" hmm i taktau la nak caye ke tak "
haha amalin ni comel laa :p
guess thats what i get when i lie too much ;p
even when im telling the truth nobody believes , HAHA :P



- i had an awesome day , thanks Awak -

yes youre a winner

aww this girl kan :'(

HELLO.

had a club meeting for koko in the morning , joined interact , Rauf vice pres *clap clap* :D
aww my class look so colourful now , *bangge ;p
will work on the carta organisasi stuff sooner or later , woohoo :D


09
" do you love this year? "
" yes , because i spend this year with you and i want to stay like this forever "

aww :')

last time

HELLO .

:'( :'( :'(
tasha is movinggg , tomorrow :'(
i wont get to see her like alot from now onwards , shit , who am i gonna complain about that bitch to now , but there's still technology kan ? :D
anyway , definitely will miss her since shes my first bestfriend in KJ high school , i love you okay ? :D

koko arangements will start from tmrw till sat for the first two period , yay ?
why la wushu tutup -.-

ohh , i saw aini alot today , woohoo wooohoo :D :D

ohh today , after rehat kut , when me and tasha seperate , since shes going to block C and im going to block D , we said " I LOVE YOUUU " together , aww :')

love love loveee


lawa tak awek aku , Aini Yusof ? ;)

can you imagine

HELLO.

school was not okay , sigh , what is up with me ?
cant i just follow my new year's resolution ? ;'(
am i this weak ?

Puan Jasmine was absent , so during Moral , me Nareeta and Michelle was talking about last year , omg rindu gilaaa -.-
i remember me Mich and Mas used to bully Aiman , and Aiman will be like
" CIKGU 1 MALAYSIA NI BULI SAYA "
HAHAHAHA . and the times me and nad ponteng KH , we stayed in class , gossip and i will sure use Nicky's colour pen and start doing something for 'you-knw-who' ;)
and the times we use to change our pjk clothes together in class , haha best gilaa :p

i miss last year , i miss everything about last year , i miss how close we used to be during last year ,


imissyou, BYE.

key into my heart

you got that key ;)


HELLO .

i slept at 10pm last night till 10am this morning , tido mati , haha :p
i saw puan jasmine yesterday , actually wanted to walk away , but i think she saw me and shes my moral teacher , so yeah terpaksa la tegur :p

got home at 7.30 yesterday , after shower i did physics , damn , its so hard -.-
i seriously have no idea why am i so slow in physics , and sometimes i even spell physics as psychic , HAHAHAHA .

anybody have any idea whats the homework for + maths ? ;/



boy , remember that sticky note i sticked on your chair during march test 09 ? :'(

turn it on

AINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINI
AINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINI
AINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINI
AINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINIAINI

weee <3

pleasure

HELLO

FOR THE FIRST TIME , I LOVE PUAN JASMINE .
damn shes so good at moral teaching ! we was talking about " marauh diri " , fwah my favourite topic ;) i answered almost all the question , WOOHOOO ? ;P
anyway , she was saying that , flirting is also takde maruah diri , WOOO I LOVE YOU BABYYY (eww) , and losing verginity and make out and stuffs , common la kan ? :)

chatted with kak iqa just now , i feel better now ,
shes so incredible ya know , i love her so muchie :D

WOOOO , had our first add maths and biology lesson today , add maths was okay , abit confusing , and the relations names are so comel :p
bio , emm okay la , just the introduction :)

I SAW KERENNNNNNN TODAYYY :P
weee happy happy :)





cmon estee , i know you can do it :D :D :D :D :D :D
stupid shit , i cant -.-

he had such quiet eyes

HELLO -.-

second day of school ,
I HATE TODAY .

because

- i lost my thumbdrive -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
yes thats like my only thumbdrive since i use my mp3 as a thumbdrive and i terletak it in the washing machine and the air asia thumbdrive is lost , and i now i dont have any thumbdrive for my prefects and everything , GREAT -.-

- i lost my graph book , i havent even use it , zz a graph book is only rm2 and people wanna steal it , GOSH .

- i cried during lunch cause i had a little argue with my sis and my mum

its only the beginning of 2010 and im having such a bad luck , is this like a 'not-my-year' year ? =.=


NAJIHAH BINTI KAZA & ANATASHA BINTI ABDUL HALIM ,
why are we not in the same class ? :(
i have so many things to tell you both la , damn

i read the poems and short stories for english literature already ,
i likey the poem ' he had such quiet eyes ' ;)

and girl , how flirty can you be ? eww .


i have to say this again ,


I . SUPER . HATE . TODAY .
gotta go , bye ;)

hazel green


mum ? dad ? whoever ?
i want that , please ? :/

guinea pig

HELLO :D

the moment i step into school this morning , my mind was like ,
' form 4 ? wtf ? ' omg , im already 16 , is this how fast time flies :O
i feel old ;/

assembly was cancel this morning due to the rain , thank god ?
i was suppose to sing the national anthem and bace the ikrar ,
and good luck is never with me whenever i bace ikrar ,
i still remembered last year i forgotten to say ' keluhuran perlembagan ' and i raised up my left hand during the ikrar on the stage , omg maluu -.- HAHAHA .

anyway , got into 4 Amanah ;)
yay yay :D
im sitting with Nur'amirah in class , yay , shes my baby <3

at 1.10 i went to see Aini at tapak perhimpunan , aww budak form 1 comel sial :p
Aini paling comel *wink wink ;p

hopefully there will be a prefects meeting tomorrow so that i can have all the prefects name for some prefects stuff , held the meeting as soon as possible will you Darshinii ? (;


gotta go , hugs :)

i can barely recall

HELLO :D

its already 3rd of January , and school is like what , tomorrow ? :/
first week of school sure will be hectic , class arrangement , koko's , prefects -.-
hopefully ill get into science stream though , since my family encourange me to be a pilot ;p

now i miss the holidays , i didnt spent it wisely during last year's school end holiday , i didnt even read a single book , i mean like school books , omg :o

YESTERDAY WAS SUPERB x10 :D
yes thats all i can say for yesterday :)

SHARUL IS GOING TO PLKN TOMORROW,
HAHAHAHAHAH PADAN MUKA :P

and Aini , klau Estee boleh , estee pegi jumpe okay ? ;)
i love you <3 :D



i miss you , you know who you are (;

dont you hesitate

Hello 2010 , be a good year will you ? :)

aww , that put your records on song from the chipette's so cuteee :p
i just finished watching 'fated to love you' , eeee comel and sweet , i didnt expect that ill finish it before school starts :p

school's in another 4 day , i feel so lazy now :/
escpecially ko-ko's , i hate sports -.-

will work on my new years resolution soon , byeee ;)

boy , i love you (;