beautiful nightmare

Ami : " u tahu my girl tk ? :P "
Estee : " cite ape tu ? o.o "
Ami : " yg nii best gilaaa , lawak "


Estee : " mummy , you got the my girl cd ? "
Mum : " GOTTT , you want ? "
Estee : " yeah , tonight i watch ;p "


woohooo wooohooo :p

ROCK LEGENDS , hehe , i like my tee ;)

bbyiloveyou

hehe , i like this song , so sweet :)

ooo , mr ananda came to my hse today , HAHAHA :P
i kinda miss him though ;l

anyway , i looked through my inbox and i found this msg ,
" kawan kau sayang kau, aku sayang kau :) "
wee happy already :D

loathe

Hello ;)

Just came back from ou and im tired , but have to stay up late for fishville , hehe :)
I slept well last night , for some reason (:



photo of the day ^^ :p I helped my sis to curl her hair ,
UP ONE EZRUL , HAHAHAHA :P


ee i hate that bitch ,
sian dia , sume org kutuk aim dia je :(

wish you're my love

ezrul says :
what are you and meagan doing ?
hair straightening ?
up or down ?
HAHAHAHA


estee says :
hi, this is estee's father.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA , EZRUL EZRUL :P
anyway it was a prank convo ;p


yearning of the heart - boys over flowers
song of the day , yay ;)

suddenly


Estee says :
jerawat kau makin sihat oh
E. says :
AHAHA
hotak kauuu !
makin naik la sengall
hahaha
Estee says :
mcm bersih oh kat webcam , nampak handsome skit
E. says :
well
nak ngorat au ke ?
*aku
HAHAHAHA
ewww . HAHAHA .
amalin nye taste teruk skit , HAHAAHHAAH :P

ive been thinking of you

Tasha texted .
" hey, im going already. myspace eh! i love you. " there's still somemore but there's no need to type that out ;p

anyway , i miss tasha :l
our 4 years anniversary of best friend is coming soon kan ? :D
didnt spend much time with her though this year , but i love her no matter what ;)
AND WE DIDNT FIGHT MAN THIS YEAR , WHATTA MIRACLE :P


16/8/2008 . i kinda miss this .


mase form 1 , HAHAHA .
and i lost my fila shirt -.-

i love you anatasha ;)
and ely and nad :)

is it me ?

I finished Boys Over Flowers in 4 days , weeee :D
*Nas slow la :p
aww best gila that movie , sorry , but I just can't help it though -.-
Jun Pyo sweet gila nak mati , second boy that made me cry these few days , HAHAHA :P


Im watching My Love Patzzi now , haha :p
my mum told me to watch , hahaha :p


:(

what a liar

Jun Pyo : " Geum Jan Di "
Jan Di : " hmm ? "
* Jun Pyo look into Jan Di's eyes *
Jun Pyo : " I Love You " *kissed her

AWWW SO SWEEEEET . i cried watching boys over flowers , and yes i seldom cry for this kinda drama , omg , so addicting weyhh -.-

" go sleep now "
" later laa , i just watched boys over flowers , hihi "
" do you know its not good for you ? "
" why ? "
" do i have to explain that ? -_____- "
" yeahh ? "
" what time do you wake up ? "
" 11 - 12 *wink ;p "
" -_______- nvm then "
" if i continue watching boys over flowers now i'll be sleeping at 5 , HAHAHAHA "
" stop watchinggg -_- "

HAHAHAHA , he just can't stop bebel-ing , hahaha ;p

you are my princess


*ami's convo removed for some reason
awww Nur'amirah binti Sufian and Nur Amalina binti Sharol Anuar :')
they are so awesomeee :)


BOYS OVER FLOWERS BEST GILAA -.-
JI HOO IS SO COMEL AND JUN PYO IS SO FU*KING SWETTT ,
god cair man , HAHAHAHAAH .
now I know why mum is so addicted to korean movies :p



mygodthisiskillingme,haih.

turn back time

" Mummy , do you have the cd boys over flowers ? "
" yeahh , why ? "
" i think i wanna watch , my friends said its nice "
" okay later i give it to you "



WOOOOT , now my holidays are not that boring anymore :p
I started watching , and I think its quite funny .
I'm dying to watch or read something about romance man , hahah ,
yay mummy ♥



I MISS BANGCOCK :(

kiss goodnight

" so all you do now is wait for your results right girl ? "
*nods head
" dont worry , both of you will do fine "

both ? im not as smart as my sister la Auntie Audrey .

its already 21st November , is this how fast time flies ?
PMR results is like what , 1 month away ?
omg man , suddenly I lost all the confident I have before -.-

there's been so many things in my mind lately ,
how I wish I could go travel asap .
somehow I miss Nad :l

anyway , school has ended .
hmm , 3 Amanah wasnt that bad for me though :)
i think there are more fantasy than nightmares (;

i hate my life , haih .

hey , you know this could be something

HELLO :]

i went to school today , since its the last day already . wasnt that awesome i guess , but im happy for some reasons :)

hmm so holidays are here and boredom begins in another 4 hours .
bahhh :(

oh anyway , amalin brought a book to school today and its called ' DOSA - DOSA yang dipandang remeh ' . wah i like that book weyh , klau boleh nak hafal jeaa ;)
' mendengar muzik ' PAGE 120 ! HAHAHA .

if you lie you will get a sin right ,
oooo bet that girl dah banyak dosa , heee , kan ? ;p


a knife is twisting in my heart , ouch .

thinking of you

" Eh smlm aku mimpi kau oh :P "

" OMG ESTEE i dreamnt about you last night "

" smalam i mimpi youu "


HAHAHAHA WOOOT WOOOT :P

vulnerable

stupid me for believing that stupid innocent face of yours -.-

but me and you we're meant to be together

Hello :)

Nad called last night , and she cried , haih i just dont get guys these days , and i hate that boy that made her cry . She dreamt about me kissing that boy , HAHAHAHAHA , silly girl :)

anyway , Aini texted me this morning , and she told me she got 5A's , aww two thumbs up for this clever girl ;)

i miss that guy who sang watcha say .

breathless

And now I'm left with nothing .

Hello :)
gah couldnt join Rauf and Amalin and all for skating and movie today ;(

Uncle Lawrence called last night . He said after sister's SPM we will plan to go to Phuket :D
hehe , hope jadi :)
and I hope can pergi Bangkok skali , since i wanna buy some clothes there and Epul wants a pair of shorts , HAHAHAHAHAH , size 31 eh bang ?

Friday , come fast please ?
Im dying to see youyouyouyou :]

because nobody is perfect

Hi blog .
There's something in my mind , its about a girl , yeah that girl .

Well , something happened these days , Ive been hearing rumours everywhere about this girl . When I heard this 'thing' my friend told me last night , when I first heard it , I laughed , then I said to myself , oh my God .

To me , this girl is a very polite and well mannered girl , zz why am I praising her -.-
But there's some reason that made me dislike her , not to say I hate her , its not like I HATE HATE her , is just , i dont really like her , for some reasons .

Okay . Back to topic , the 'thing' I heard from my friend , seriously , if you want me to believe it , it's quite hard ya know . Like I said , she's very polite , she definitely won't do this kinda 'thing' . And for me , she's a very religious girl , okay la , good girl to be exact . But I just don't really like her personality , and yes , I didnt ask you to change , don't get me wrong .

So we are sorta having this indirect fight between us . Okay if you ask me honestly , I really want to know if you really type that message to you-know-who . Because I trust my friend and Im sure she wont lie to me about this . Its just i couldnt imagine and believe you type that message .

To this girl , why not you just be yourself ? If you really did type that message , then its alright , no big deal , just dont do that again , but dont blame others when you yourself did the wrong thing . Don't pretend but be yourself boleh tak ? Sometimes its kinda menyampah when there's pretender around you . I dont hate you , it's just I'm sick of your attitude for being a pretender , trying to be good infront of certain people .

and yes , nobody's perfect . everyone have their own mistake right ? so if this is your mistake , work harder and change it , its not like its 2012 already . and , think twice before you use the word 'hate' , do the people you said 'hate' to deserve it ? If I did said and done anything wrong to you before , I apologise then , Im sorry , my bad .

Sigh , maybe I'm just dissapointed .

haih haihh


NAD READ THIS , HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

butterfly fly away



i miss jamuan pengawas :( wait i miss THE SECRETS :'(

anyway , is 1:19am and i just had a phone talk with Nad , HAHAHAHAHAHA LAWAK GILAAA ,
eww disgusting kan that perempuan ? takde maruah langsung :p

" eh u post la pasal her kat your blog , i suke la gaduh gaduh sume ni "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !

anyway , rauf ajak sunway esk , but my mum x bgg ;l
hopefully i can go out for class pary :D

hey boy :]

Last thing you said out loud ?
SHIT LA .

Anyone pissing you off ?
haha no , i guess ;p

Your mood ?
thinking of him makes me happy :)

Are you excited for next year ?
mmm , " sexy tiger " , YEAH YEAH :D

Are you wasting your time on someone ?
nahhh :D

Have you ever dyed your hair ?
nopeee

Who was the last person you have a missed call from ?
Rauf :D

Are you close to your cousin ?
more to my mother's side

Did you mean 'I Love You' when you said it last ?
positive :)

Are you scared to fall in love ?
hahahaha :)

Are you texting anyone ?
credit laa ;l

Last person to hit you ?
i cant remember , nad kut o.o

Do you like cheesecake ?
YEAP :D

Do you own a kite ?
nahhh :]

Have you ever run down and up escalator or vice versa ?
YES YES , when i was form 1 with Deepak , wait T - pak , HAHAHAH :P

You last received a message from ?
Nasrullah , 02.43 am -.-

Do you tend to want things you cannot have ?
yeah , sigh.

Is it true that you can be anything you want to be ?
nah .

Were your parents honest about serious things when you were little ?
i dont think so :p

Would you ever dye your hair purple ?
dark purple , why not ? :D

Would you ever kill someone ?
>:D

Do you prefer stripes or polka dot ?
both :)

Do you have nightmares very much ?
these days , yeah -.-

Did the movie Jaws ever scared you ?
Orphan and The Stranger , yes :p

Have you ever cried to get away with something ?
:)

Can you remember what you wore yesterday ?
tee and shorts

Where were you last outside ?
ou

Who did you last said I Love You to ?
ma tektonik robot :] :] :] :]

Has anyone ever hung up on you ?
yeah

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation in person with ?
nopeee :D

Before you die , would you wish to visit outer space ?
yeah :)

If you could , would you kiss the last person you texted ?
yes :]

Let me guess , your last incoming call was from the opposite sex ?
yeahh :]

Have you ever kissed anyone who's last name started with a R ?
emm , i dont think sooo o.O

Are any of your top friends virgin ?
myspace , yeah :)

Did you sleep alone last night ?
nahh :)

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a D ?
DARSHINIIIIIIII ? ;p

Think back to June , who did you like ?
March 09 to forever , same guy :)

Do you have anything that belongs to an ex boyfirend / girlfriend ?
yeah

Who did you last ride in a car with ?
parents and sister :)

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an A ?
anatasha , always :D

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed ?
lying on the bed , yes :]

What's something you're looking forward to ?
last day of school , and class party ? ;p

What's something you're not looking forward to ?
PMR results -.-

Have you seen someone you recently talk to , but dont anymore ?
no i think

Do you think it's a bunch of shit when people say " I have no regrets " ?
YES

If your bestfriend needed somewhere to stay , could they live with you ?
If mummy allows , yeah :)

Where do you want to live when you're older ?
Italy :]

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009 ?
nah , i dont think so .

Your phone is ringing , it's your ex . What do you say ?
HEYYYYYY :D

Does anyone hate you ?
mm i think so , HAHAHA :P

Who did you see last shirtless ?
Tasha and Nad :)


HELLO :D
i realized its been a long time since I posted a survey at my blog , so yeah i looked into myspace and Nad did this survey :D
oh Im playing this new game call Fishville at Facebook , i think is quite comel , haahah :p

gotta go , byeee :D
* good luck SPM candidates , break a leg ;)

my girl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NOR ELYANA BINTI NOR BADLI :)

i love you very much :)

one less lonely girl

DO NOT play truth or dare with Ezrul and Ainul . HAHAHAHA .
there's never gonna be a dare , is only truth , haha ;p

" saw so many pretty faces before i saw you , now all i see is you "
awww :')

it cant be over

HELLO :D

i went to school on Monday and Thursday only this week , feel so lazy to go to school man .
monday , we went to lim kok wing university . i wasnt really in the mood -.- but that U is big man , and nice :)

thursday , which is today . i went because of interact meeting . we're gonna have a jamuan akhir tahun at jack's place at ou tmrw . weee tasha and nad are the MC's , good luck ? ;p
they ajak tgk 2012 after the jamuan , but i have to go home early , sigh .

my life is getting really boring these days .
oh well , i still have to deal it with it , right ? ahaa .


" omg , look at her outfit , black + grey dress with a p*nk colour bag ? eww "
AHAHAHAHHAAHHA .

PROMISE

they have the cutest brother :)

in a blink of an eye

the two person on the picture above are one of the most important people in my life :)


HELLO :D
JAMUAN PENGAWAS WAS A BLASTTTTTTTTT ! i had fun :D
deepak won pengawas paling popular , yay yay yay yay ;p
afifah recorded our dance , and it was awesome ;p
ill try to upload it :D

we took alot pictures , i guess most of it is in eican's cam ;p

after jamuan pengawas , we plan to watch movie , but tasha went home .
so left , me , my sis , bal , ez , deepak , taufique , hafiz and eican .
we watched this is it . mhmm , im watching this is it with all the MJ fans :p
i sat with ezrul and deepak in the cinema , and they just cant stop dancing u knw :p
and sitting with ezrul in the cinema aint a good idea , he keep throwing popcorn at you :p
i like this year's jamuan :D

i wish that you will call me your boo

HELLO :D

i went to school today :D they were playing softball , but i wasnt in the mood so i just lepak in bilik disiplin to finish up some work .

tomorrow is the deeparaya celebration for interact , and me and rauf will be the MC , woooot :p

ohh , deepak , ezrul , bal , hafiz and bhagvant came to my hse tadi , we did some practice , and we recorded it , HAHAHAHA , there's 1 in my camera , and 1 at youtube , if you're lucky , ull find it :p but that video is not that funny , the one in the camera makes me laugh like crazy :p deepork deepork :)


jamuan is 2 days away , wtf :p

soul

HELLO :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMAN ZULKIFAR :D

its aiman's bday , we celebrated it near nad's hse today . but i came late and went back early for dancing practice ;)
half way of the practice , me bal and deepak went down to buy credit , then saw rauf , amalin , nad , wun , epul , nas , ami , fara and aiman at the pondok , so i join them for awhile .
then deepak and bal bought credit and we went to practice .
we practice at ainul's place , is a condo , and the lift are abit ... weird .
three of us went into a lift , from LG we wanted to go to G . then the lift tetibe naik to 12 floor . hahaha in the lift deepak and bal was like crazy guys man :p
then we went back down to LG and change lift to go to G . damn tiring :p

3 more days to jamuan pengawas , woot woot wooot :p

love , another hard word


uncle robin :)
i love him .
HELLO :D
schl was bad today . and i wanna apologize to epul for walking away when he said something to me , kau ckp kau paham aku kan epul ? ;)
its 1.15am , i cant sleep .
another night without you .

you have stolen my heart (;

HELLO :D

i went to school today -.-
i actually wanted to pass up the interact jamuan form je , but i didnt even isi that borang , zz .

i played this game called wazza word will afiq , nas and wun :p
and afiq got first , clap clap* :p

something happened at school today , mas lost her money .
okay , in my mind , i suspect this somebody took it ,
but we dont have prove though ;l

i went to aiman's hse today , watched paranormal activity ,
no comment about the movie :p

thats all i think , byee :D
*NASRULLAH IF YOU ARE READING THIS I WANT MY PIZZA HUT VOUCHER BACK BY TMRW !