the wind blows


hello Blog.

I slept late last night , head on pillow , and i tried to recall the sins i have done this year , come to think of it , ive done alot , alot of bad things.

I wish this world is like a fairytale , because the story always ends with a happy ending kan ?
I wonder , do I appreciate people ? when i had you with me , maybe you felt that you are not treasured , but from the bottom of my heart , i truly love you . every word i said , i meant it , i really meant it .

now that you are gone , i felt that im lost , no one is there to give the support like you gave , no one is there for me when i cry every night , no one care for me , i dont feel any love , it seems so different when you are not here with me .

call me selfish , i have to admit , i am selfish . i want to be with you so badly until i don't care about anyone's feeling , not even yours . im sorry . they say , if you love that someone , you have to let them go , let them be happy . i love you , i want you to be happy , but at the same time i want to be with you . damn why am i so weird !

i know you've found your loved one , definitely not me ,
i hope you are very happy when you are with her ,
semoga awak hidup bahagia dengan dia , and yeah , you are the best boyfriend a girl could ever have .

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