why ?

why do some people thinks that being a rockstar is cool ? -_-

i hate seremban , the weather is super hot .
so , uncle's girl left to bangkok yesterday , super sad .

i can't join nad and tasha for study group today since i have to go to , seremban -.-

last night i went to my cousin's house at subang , khalis told me to go the garden near his house , but i cant :l hmm .
so i told him to play dota since my cousin is playing too . so i just watch him play , haha , and i keep pressing the " enter " button to chat with khls , my cousin got frustrated , haha but it was fun :D
and my cousin said that other people that is in the team will think that , he's gay , HAHA .

yesterday , michelle sent me this chain letter , saying that if you send this msg to 9 loved ones and if you get 3 back , you'll get a suprise or something like that on 14th february , since i dont really believe in chain letters , so i just leave it .
then nad and tasha texted me the same thing , laughs , so i did send to 9 loved ones :)
but just the people that uses hotlink and celcom and my activ10 , hahaha , credit weyhh .
suprisingly , 5 sent back , yay :D so im getting my suprise on valentine's day ? HAHAHA xD

khalis sent me around 10 of that msg , i thought he were spaming for fun , so i asked him why , and he said because im the 9 person that he loves the most , awww , * melts :D *

hugshugs :)

over ?

hello :)
uncle Lawrence brought a polaroid from japan , that camera seems cool :D
first day of cny wasnt tht bad , thanks to all the wishers :)

whenever there's something happy going on , there will be something sad that will just pop out suddenly , why man , why ? -_-''

i love this year's family reunion dinner , its better than last year :)

uncle Lawrence's girlfriend gonig back to Bangkok tomorrow , aw man ;c

happy chinese new year btw :D :D

heart breaking

tell me why you're so hard to forget .
i give up , i really dont know what to do .

i hate you -

imissyou ;c

finally , i had the chance to see Khalis after one week and one day :)
somehow , i get jealous seeing couples that can see each other almost everyday like Farah and Muizz , like aww , so sweet :)

school was normal today , tomorrow's the last day of school , finally :)
Aiman is going for holiday tomorrow , guess the class is not going to be that hyper ;c

I'm getting lazier these days , don't feeling doing homeworks anymore , not even maths , what the hell .

my sis said I'm getting better in squash , thank god (;

thats it i guess , I'm missing Khalis , shits :(

today

i love today , school was awesome :D

having squash practise tomorrow , i kinda like it i guess , though i hate sports a lot , haha :)

i finally know who is Elton's crush , yay :D

Syaza is moving , no :'(

Grace's having problems , shitto , fuck him for hurting her .

I found out that Michelle and Nareeta are very friendly :)

i love seni ♥ :) mase seni i mean ;D

a little too not over you

i like that song man :D


mhmm , today was great (:
had Belgian chocolate for breakfast , yummay :D


school was fine , i talked quite alot in class today , and grace talk to me about THIS topic , hahhaha , grace grace :)


i finally finish the science article for class , yay (:

while walking with najihah from class to the gate , we talked alot , hee , i love her :)

khairul seems to have this kind of power to halau pelajar to go back to class , * claps * :D

khalis said he dreamt of me and him , ngee , hugs :D

i love you mathematics ;]

suprised

elton said i swear alot , do i ? i think so :l
okay ill try to change , ill TRYYYYYY :)

so i went to schl at 6.45 this morning , yeap bloody early , and stand at the grill , seeing students and teachers pass by . at 7.00 , imran and deepak came , yay :D
they were sorta complaining about their teachers to me and my sister , funny :)

grace , tasha and nad were absent today , gah boring :l
but whatever la , i survived :D

did rondaan with stomach ache along is no good , no no good .
the pain went away during science , thank god (:

i played squash at kelana putera with my sister , tasha , hanani and nuoi today ,
okay i suck at squash :)
its gonna be real embarrassing during the tournament though :l

* facebook search ; puan tan shyh yong have facebook :D

have a nice day :)

he waved

IT WAS A GOOD DAY TODAY :)

but nad and tasha didnt came to school today , so i did kebersihan since i dont feel like going to recess .

I laughed alot in class today , grace told me alot of stories , yay i like ;p and i didnt felt sleepy or tired during history , cheers :D

i decided to go to school tomorrow , i need to be a good girl this year , yeah , i hope :)

i finally did the science article thingy for my class before i take my nap today , but still not done , supirsed that i am willing to do something for my class (:

i realized i changed alot this year , from a talkative , to a not so talkative and alot more . i wonder if its good or bad ? :l

somehow , i love today , yeah :D

five minutes to midnight

do you put someone really important at your top 1 ?
does a top 1 means alot ? it does right ?

so why is SHE putting him at her top 1 at myspace , meaning he is important to her ?

i realized that , love , is the best way to lead you to problems , heart breaking and ect .

why must it be like this ? is it how the way it rolls ?

why oh why ? ;'C

moo - day

school was bored today , i did rondaan kebersihan today alone , not that bad actually ;D
my mood went down after recess , i didnt felt well :l

so i stayed back after schl for prefects duty with nicky , thank god he teman me makan , haha ;p
i left at 2.30 , was wondering if i should go for latihan rumah sukan , but nah , tired and lazy .
so i guess im gonna run around the field for 10 fucking rounds , but grace is gonna run too anyways , haha ;]

normal day , but i guess im in a fight with khalis since last night ? :l

tomorrow's epul's birthday :D

HAPPY early BIRTHDAY IRWAN :)

english teacher told us to write an essay about the person you admire , i like that essay alot :)
i saw pn sarala at a book shop at glomac just now , shocked i said hi to a teacher i hate alot ;p

thats it i guess , byee people :D

second week

last week , was quite a emotional week for me at schl , i didnt laugh like i used to , wai shaun and gautham is nt sitting behind me anymore , i cant tell them anything now , gah ;l

people from 2a last year got their majalah tday , 2b havent , many people laughed when they look into the majalah , and aiman said " estee , muke best gla kat siniiii ;D " haha :)

chatted with imran in msn tdi , aww i love you brother <3
i can just tell him anything tht im pissed off and he'll make horny jokes to make me laugh , hahahha ;p

suddenly i felt so lazy to go to schl , homeworks are making me crazy , i feel like burning the school .

eican and ezrul got into 4a , cheers :)

mhmm , for prefects , YAY , no need to jage tangge and koridors , just ronda kebersihan , sumpah senang gla (;

khalis is gonna get his driving license this saturday , congratulations bby :D :D :D

maybe its really time for me to give up , yeah i think it is .

- still confuse , haih :l

happy mood

there's only 1 thing , 2 do , 3 words , 4 you , i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ♥

aww so sweet man :D

schl was stoopid today , because of the stupid cockroach , haha , but in a way , i seee many happy faces in class today , yay (:

i hate sejarah man , rajoo just talk to herself , wht kind of teacher , hmm :l

tmrw is hari unit beruniform , smting like tht , there's so many ppl masuk taekwondo man , haha :)

thats it , toodies :D

lost in time ?

tasha's not coming to schl tmrw and monday , damn it .
hmm , schl was okay just now .
I HATE PJK :)

i needa talk to someone , i wanna talk to someone , but who , im confused , somebody , HELPPPPPPPPP .

was it my fault ? i hate myself . why am i being such an idiot ?
waiting for hopes ? waiting for my phne to vibrate and telling me there's a msg ?
i dont know you anymore .
im stucked , i really dont know what to do .

gah .

forget about me

You Said It Wasn't

Gonna Be Like It Was Before

Then It Happened Again

Pushing Me Back Out The Door

Thought It Would Be For real This Time

Love Me Forget About The Signs

So Now What Do I Do

Now , That I Know That We're Through



Wish That I Could Move On

Can't Let Go , It's Too Strong

Just Like That And Then You're Gone

Is This How You Wanted It To Be

Everything You Had To Say

Sent The Tears Right Down My Face

Now I'm Trying To Escape

The Misery

Why Don't You Love Me

The Way I Loved You

It Feels So Crazy

Cause I Dunno What I Did To You

If You're Gonna Hurt Me

Then Do It Quickly

Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin

If You Don't Wanna Stick Around

Then , Baby , Forget About Me



Too Late , Sorry

I Didn't Even Have The Chance

You Said You Were Happy

Baby , I Don't Understand

Gave You Everything You Asked For

And Was Ready To Give You A Lot More

I Would've Given The World

Right In The Palm Of Your Hand



Wish That I Could Move On

Can't Let Go , It's Too Strong

Just Like That And Then You're Gone

Is This How You Wanted It To Be

Everything You Had To Say

Sent The Tears Right Down My Face

Now I'm Trying To Escape

The Misery

Why Don't You Love Me

The Way I Loved You

It Feels So Crazy

Cause I Dunno What I Did To You

If You're Gonna Hurt Me

Then Do It Quickly

Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin

If You Don't Wanna Stick Around

Then , Baby , Forget About Me



Boy , My Heart Was True

And That You Can't Deny

Don't Be A Fool

And Walk Away From All The Lies

It's Up To You

Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried

Tell Me You're Still In Love

Yeahhhh Ohh



Why Don't You Love Me

The Way I Loved You

It Feels So Crazy

Cause I Dunno What I Did To You

If You're Gonna Hurt Me

Then Do It Quickly

Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin

If You Don't Wanna Stick Around

Then , Baby , Forget About Me


- confused , sheat -

URGH

second day of schl , weee :)
mhmm , now i knw who's my bm teacher , i dont really like her , i find her quite lame -_-''
but , i have , MUSSSSTTTTTTT , learn to LOVE MY TEACHERSSSS ! damn .

orite , i hate this girl , she's a total copycat , i mean , DO U HAVE YOUR OWN IDENTITY ?
* i guess syaza razali and abdul rauf and anatasha and najihah are totally sure about who im talking about , hahaha ;p

she have a blogspot , so if you're reading this , I AM SO GLAD :)
and i hope you will change , your attitude is making people hating you , seriously .
and you say u like MATHEMATICS ? when you spell " mathematis " -_-''

i love maths , and the teacher , she's so pretty :D and tall ;)

jual ikan

hahahahah , blog is a really good place to let go your tension , yeah i really like blogging nowadays .

yay , khalis and i is back to good relationships , no more fighting fighting (;

first day of schl wasnt tht bad , grace sat with me , YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY , i love her man , really ;)

mhmm , now i realize that what goes around DOOOOO comes around , so good luck biatch :)

and and , backstabbing's no good no good :)
im glad and PROUD to know that why do so many people hate u , so do i :)
and you just UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE me to keep your secret ? heh suck shit , cheapo .

goodbye :)

muhd khalis <3


he send me that picture through MMS , comel gile an (:
i guess we had a bad time past few days , but thank god its over :)
we send each other alot of MMS's now , credit credit , but worth it , ngee :]
i love you sayang , hope we'll last forever ♥ :D

schoooolllll -_-

suddenly , i felt like im still in the holiday moooooood , suck shit -_-''

tmrw's first day of school , fatin's not in 3A , NOOOOOOOOOO :C

saw tasha and her mum and sister just now , haha , whenever i see her mum , she's always laughing or smiling , so nice (:

cant wait to see eicaaann :D

rauf said he's gonna spend his night studying frm now on , * COUGHSSSSS * , but he's smart :)

i had a dream of khalis , saying that he's gonna work in subang jaya , scarrryyyyyyyy :S

uncle robin is going to sydney tomorrow , GUMSSS , yummyyy :9

good luck on first day everyone , byeee (: