miserable


chatted with imran just now , he told me some secret , grr i hate that biatch =.=

im playing this online game , really lame but okay la , its quite fun , haha :p
khalis's parents wished me happy new year and brought me a keychain , aaahhhh i love them :D they are like so baik man :D
anyways , happy new year everyone , hugs :D

nicole ♥


i miss her so much ;(

we chatted in msn just now , a long one , its been a long time i didnt have a conversation with her , i like her alot , i can just tell her everything , she wont mind listening and she'll give you super good advice , and she's transfering next year :c why is everyone transfering , is kj that bad :l

she was the one that tell me everythings gonna be fine when im worried and scared at prefects camp last year , she's the one who bath me during the camp because my sarung kept dropping -_-''

she's like a mother , thats why i call her mummy , she's really nice , and very beautiful (:
mummy , i love you no matter what happens , i promise <3

EPICMOVIE 8D

hahahaha , laugh my ass offf :D
that movie was showed in star movies last night at 1 i guess .
those characters are really funny and comel :)
GOOD LUCK TO FORM 3's FOR TMRWWWWWWW :D
especially SYAZA , EICAN , JAA and FAA :D

2009

here i come , goodbye 2008 , i kinda miss you alot :(

there's many happy moment that happened this year , thank god that there's not much drama . i am so gonna miss the time me , grace , wai shaun and gautham tiru bm answers together ;c

i hope next year will be a lucky year for me , PMR seems scary ;l

tasha and nad are NOT moving school next year , YAY :D

eican is coming back :D

there's a meeting at schl for prefects on 2nd of jan , imran said its a dumb meeting , haha but ill still go :D maybe ill lepak with khalis on that day , its kinda hard for me to see him next year i guess , he might be working , and its gonna be hard for me to go out , my mum likes to control me alot . ergh .

im using my sister's laptop , i dont really like it , the connection is really slow .

khalis is watching " bedtime stories , or the bedtime stories " or whatever la , doesnt matter , at 0000 o.o hmm he's credit is looooowwww , ahhh :(
i wanna text with him man , i feel kinda lonely when he's not with me , i think i control him alot :l

i feel jealous when my family prefers my sister more than me , they always think that my sister is always smarter and she's always better , ftw , i hate it -_-

I CANT SLEEEEEEEEEP :(

i watched shrek 3 at HBO just now , haha , laugh out loud , kinda miss the time watching that movie in the cinema (:

wow , its been a long time since i post a long blog i guess .

haha , oh my , next year is a morning session , nooooooo :c
i like sesi petang , you can wake up around 11 or 12 8D

myspace is getting so boring , grr .

im confused of going to which tuition next year , i feel like going to kasturi , but idk anyone there , and its kinda faaar :l
hmm or maybe ill just go to mahajaya , but i cant study there , faeces faeces >(


i think thats it , goodnight readers (:

sayangggg :D


hahaha :D i had a great night i guess :D
well firstly , kacau my sister when she's on the phone with arail . haha , it was quite funny xD
then webcam with khalis , haha lagi funny la :D
his sister was laughing like orang gila on a tv show , haha x)
im kinda into hbo , star movies and cinemax now , maybe there's nothing else to watch i guess . good night blogger :)

december's first post

tagged by syaza syazwany :)

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List 8 random facts about yourself and tag anyone u like .

1. suke cubit orang
2. suke ejek orang gemuk :D
3. youngest in the family
4. suck at sports
5. likes dresses :D
6. dislike coffee ;O
7. SENSORED , HAHAHA
8. love maths :D

TAG 8D

- khalis ♥
- anatasha
- najihah
- ely
- rauf
- syz razali
- ahmad ihsann
- farah nadhirah

YOU

first name:
Estee

name you wish you had:
-

people normally called your name as:
estee

birthday:
8th of july

bitrhplace:
assunta

time of birth:
no idea man o.o

single or taken:
taken :D

zodiac sign:
cancer

YOUR APPEARANCE

how tall are you:
4 feet 8 i guess

wish you were taller:
sometimes

eye colour:
black

current hair color:
black

short or long hair:
short

ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
no

last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
none

glasses or contact:
CONTACTTTT :D

do you were make up:
depends

paint your nails:
yeah

in a opposite gender

what color eye:
black will do :)

what color hair:
black will do :)

shy or outgoing:
outgoing

sexy or cute:
cuteee :D

serious or fun:
both (:

older or younger than you:
olderr

a turn on:
:O

a turn off:
-_-''

THIS OR THAT

flowers or chocolates:
neither

pepsi or coke:
neither

rap or rock:
rock

relationship or one night stand:
relationship laaa -_-''

school or work:
school

love or money:
both

movie or music:
both :D

country or city:
city

sunny or rainy days:
rainy

friends or family:
both (:

have you ever

lie:
duh ?

stole something:
i guess

smoked:
not yet , haha ;p

hurt someone close to you:
sorta

broke someone's heart:
yeah

had you heart broken:
yeah

wonder what was wrong with you:
haha yes

wish you were prince or princess:
his princess :)

like someone who was taken:
yeah

shaved your head:
HAHA NO

used chopstick:
yes

sang in the mirror to yourself:
yeah

FAV.

flower:
none

candy:
loli

song:
the great escape :)

scent:
-

color:
silver

movie:
rush hour 3 :D

singer:
none i guess

junk food:
cheezels :9

website:
www.myspace.com/sum41 :D

location:
room

animal:
none

ever cried over someone:
duh ?

is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:
yeah

do you think you're attractive:
idk ?

if you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose:
cinderellalalalala :D

Do you play any sports:
netball ? but still suck at it :D


HABIS ;D

thursday

nad called me in the morning : " ESTEEE , JOM PEGI TGK TWILIGHT "
haha , too bad i cant go out today :l
i slept pretty late last night , texted with rauf with his lame bedtime stories , but still thanks for accompanying me :)
i saw khalis just now , ngee (:
spm is over , i wonder if its a good thing or bad thing , hem :l
holidays are so boringggg .
i miss tasha , idk where have she been :l
btwww ;

woot wooot :D :D

mood swing

hem , i miss my bestfriend , especially tasha i guess , she deleted her myspace acc :l
i miss nad and ely too , ERGH ;C
not to forget khls ;'(

this is the prob , this stupid idiot have a problem with me and khls kut ?
idk wth shes talking about but somehow i think she is very sibuk and annoying ;l wth not your life man , its my life , wasting time and energy thinking bout you -_-
idk her and i really dnt wanna knw her , she likes khalis before , and now she hates khalis , wtfuck ? :O

thailand is great and boring , HAHAHA , will post the pictures later (:
sunset are very beautiful in thailand , really nice :)
its 11.03 at thailand , means 12.03am at malaysia o.o
tomorrow im going to thai massage , agak nervous kut ;p

im leaving thailand tmrw , so ,
GOODBYE THAILAND ;C
&
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO MALAYSIA ;DDD

holiday

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE HERE ;
AND THE BOREDEM BEGIN :)

i went to school today , wooohoooo im in 3 A next year ;D
im quite satisfied with my results this year , seriously :D

superhuman - chris brown ft keri hilson best (:
bangkok is 3 days away , countdown countdown :p
today is ely's and fly fm's birthday , so

* HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYANA ♥ and fly fm :)

syaza told me she's moving next year , haih , i dnt want her to move secare jujur ;l
chatted with eican at msn , he said he'll try to find something for me at abu dhabi , yay :D

since my phone is not around me , susah nak contact khalis , rindu ;(

i hate this girl , cakap dulu je suka , pastu skarang cakap jeles , WHAT THE FUCK AND WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WEYH WOMAN -_-''

tuesday

YO BLOG :D long time no write man (:
well today is quite tiring i guess x)
woke up and had sandwich :9
then , i went to schl , and agak pissed off when nicky havent sampai -_-'' then he sampai , and we did ssdm , some data thingy :) listen to some music and we sang together , quite fun actually (:
then i made a prank call to elton's cell , HAHAHA :P
and when he call me he said " what the fuck you want ? " HAHHAHA
then me khairul and nicky went to old town (: then decided to go to elton's hse , but i dont feel like going so i jalan home and they went to elton's :)
otw home , saw kamil akmal hazmi dayana and yumnie , shouted hi :D
then here i am :D
im quite worried for khalis's spm , he said it was hard :(

* prays * he'll get excellent results :(

historyyyy

i have my chinese and history paper today , chinese was OKKKK la , but sejarah , fuyoh , damn hard man ;c
morning i lepak dgn tasha , it was okay :DD
then she went to schl with me :)
then we saw nad with normal students U , haha x)
and then we had exams , hem nothing interesting :l

BESTFRIENDS

oh i love (:

school

IT WAS FUN :D
hahahhahaa :D
i guess , well ok ok la ;p
okay , when sampai skola , cipek suruh buat this and buat that -_-''
then when me and nad masuk class , she sorta help me do some manicure , haha , but quite lawa laaa ;DD then cipek told us to buat kerje AGAIN . then we lepak around the tangge cause he told us to . then pn tham tham suruh us turun , so we turun la , then cipek marah us sbb we turun , WADAFAK WEYH =.= then me and nad was doing the pelajar dirotan thinggy , it was very frustrating but we still done half of the form 2 ;D then it was tasha's turn to do , and we saw this guy from two F , " menyentuh bahagian pinggang perempuan " WOAH O_O , then we need to do the form 1 skali , such a waste of time doing work with him man ;C
then tasha came to our class , 3 of us hang out around , talking bout our stuffs , it was very nice (:
then we started throwing papers to nicky , hahahhaah , he was pissed after tht kut ;p
then mase balik , cipek suruh us buat this and that =.=
then , we went home :)
it was okay la . this saturday is jamuan pengawas , and im looking forward to it (;

sivic

BIG SHIT SHIT D<
my sivic project is NOT done yet , so malas nak buat , and i find tht subject so useless :l you dont learn ANYTHING new , well just a lil bit la :p
school was OKAYYYYYYYYY kut . i lepak-ed with khalis kjap before schl starts , ngeeee (;
then i had recess with tasha and nad like usual :)
thenn balik was okay , nad x sempat kiss me , HAHAHA :P
then tasha told me the voice thingy was canceled , so i went to tuition . then najihah is SERIOUSLY RIDICULOUS , hahaha :p but i better dont tell , hahahaha :p
life is so bored , im on in myspace now , chatting with nas , burger and heikal jea , boring boring :l
we're having the sesi penggambaran for sidang redaksi tmrw , AHHHHH , i didn't wanted to go to school =.=

tied

i tied my hair to schl today , haha , cause khalis told me to , and then he x dtg skola , haish ;l
well smting happen at schl today , i mean many things , but nah i wont tell it here . i guess the best part at schl today was mase rehat kut , i lepak-ed with nad and tasha in class , it was nice because its quiet :)
then bm , stupid teacher , and no idea what shit he's trying to say . then mase pjk , i talked to grace and wai shaun about my problems and vice versa . they are very understanding :)
tu je kut ? haha , good night :)

10 months

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 10 MONTHS MUHD KHALIS BIN YACOB <3

okay , TODAY IS NOT MY DAY , FUCK FUCK FUCK WEYH
lets see . schl as usual , woke up late . khalis came into my class and gave me two note books , somehow he made my day :) then mase seni , syazana and nabilah afifah came in and gave us the paper to vote for pengawas paling popular , i voted for nicky , so is fair for tasha and nad :D THEN , this shit happen ; puan shita was like .
" souteng and alif , mari sini " so i went and alif went too . then she was like " hari jumaat bawa phone eh ? " and alif was saying he x bawak and he bawak on khamis jea , so i kept quiet . then she was like " souteng u bawa kan " then i said yeah . then she said , pengawas still nak bawa . u taw kan ape akan kene if i tangkap u bawa . then i was like yeah . then she talk some crap , and yeah just listen . to anyone who report to pn shita and is reading this , SHIT YOU WEYH =.= so busy body -_____-''

khalis's (;

yesterday was khalis's raya open house :)
well , i went to kfc with my sister to jumpe arail and we went to watch kami at sp . and we saw deepak infront of guardian , then i hugged him , and his mum was there , HAHAHA WHAT THE FUCK MAN ;p the movie is quite nice , but abu died and i cried , damn so emotional -_-''
okay , then , we went to khalis house . i was sitting with my sis when arail went into the toilet , and khalis introduced me and my sister to his father . so he was like , ini meagan , ini estee , THEN HIS FATHER STARED AT ME , and he said ohhhh ;)
( khalis parents knows im with him , HAHAHA )
then khalis's mother came , and we salam her , and we ate spagetti :)
then we hang around the ruang tamu , then khairil and pandi and sharul came . so we went out , then we came in . then we hang around the ruang tamu again then we went to the dining table . i just sat there , and i wasnt eating anything , then khalis's dad came . and he was like , estee x makan ? makan la estee . then he gave me a bowl of rice , HOW NICE OF HIS FATHER :)))
then we hang around the ruang tamu lagiii , then my eyes and my sisters eyes started to get itchy , then we started to garu garu and stuff , then khairil and pandi and sharul went home c:
then we went upstairs and watched camp rock , then we played twister , so funny :)
then arail went home . then he called khalis using video call , damn lame , but quite fun , HAHAHA :P
then we went down , and khalis's mum sent me and my sister home :)
i kinda like khalis's house and parents , they are so friendly :D
take care , good day :D

tired

mmhmm ,
i went to curve and cineleisure and tesco today , family day , haha :)
nad texted me td , she said " i miss you :( "
and yesterday night tasha texted me , she said " i miss you bestfriend ;( "
I MISS BOTH OF YOU BADLY TOO :'(
khalis is back today , yay :D
but i probably get to see him when school re-opens i guess , haih ;c

tuesday morning

PEOPLEEEEEEEE :D
ahaha :)
i woke up damn early this morning just because of that stupid phone call =.=
hmm lets see .
i slept early yesterday , khls said he's tired , so i teman him tido awal , hee (:
aiman was kinda sad when he knows that my credit was low , HAHAHA .

chapter 13 for maths is damn easy , WOOHOO :D
ANDDDD ,


RIHANNA - Disturbia :D

damn the video is so cool :D

malay songs

:D im sorta interested in malay songs now , haha :D
im texting with aiman and khalis , credit weyh :l
what a boring day , hmm .
i saw the video that khalis made for me , hee :D
it was awesome , ahahahhaha :D
today is the second last day of puase , and i didnt get to buka puase with khalis this year , he's quite dissapointed , sigh :(
oh man , nobody's on in myspace -_-''
and i think the pacman game is so comel , hahaha :D
mafia wars is kinda stupid and bored , but i sort of enjoy it , HAHAHAHA .
okay , goodbye ;]

still new

hello blog readers :)
im new and yeah , haha .
my name is estee , and i think im gonna use english for all my blogs as im not really good in the malay language .
oh well , cut the crap .
its monday afternoon and its a school holiday , boring boring .
i saw khalis just now , he gave me a present and a cd , aww comel jea :D
im chatting with nas and eican at myspace , well nas nt really .
eican is going to dubai after his pmr , shit :c
somehow i find eican is a very understanding and caring abang angkat , i feel so proud to have him as a abang angkat :D
jamuan pengawas is near and im sorta excited i guess , i hope its not gonna be bored on that night :l
khalis is gonna balik kampung tmrw , ohmygod , what a boring holiday .
i guess ill be spending all my time on the net and studying this holiday as the exams is around the corner :(
i feel like going to 3a next year , i find that class quite fun :]
im interested in reading ppl's blog , haha idontknow why .
one more week to go till school starts , im missing tasha and nad :(
i guess this is it , toodles :D